They hold their blows in the shadows
What did I do to deserve this pain?
All of you are insane.
I'm crying out loud in the pouring rain-
But, no one seems to hear me
or they just don't care.
Yet, that is their curtsy and style,
I'm so alone without you here -
So, please someone-anyone.
Tell me what is this all about?
All I can do is scream and shout-
I can't go on like this.
I need you here with me
I need you right next to me,
to let me know everything is only a bad dream.
That people are just being mean,
saying you had died-
I want to believe it's all a lie.
That you didn't leave me like this!
I need to see you again-
I need to understand.
My life is now so uncompleted
My heart is sinking -
I'm dying inside I feel so weak.
I'm pouring out my bleeding heart
to all who reads what I write-
my pains are real, I'm forever broken.
Losing you like this has cut me deep
I feel I can no longer breath-
My soul feels it is slipping.
I'm screaming so loudly
There's no need to go ahead,
my life is gone, I'd rather be dead.
I feel I'm losing my mind
Did I hear them right?
I need someone to wake me up.
These feelings are slowly killing me,
I'm cut deep within -
I miss you, I need you, I love you
Son forever. Love Mom.
-Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
