THE FALL

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following the tracks of our broken past, I try so hard to never look back, but it's hard knowing what we once had. sometimes I wish you were here with me when things weren't so bad, yet I have known all this time things had changed for us, I couldn't be the same as long as I down hear in darken dreams, the thing could never be the way they once were and we knew that. 

But all the years that have been moving along brought me so many tears, and now all I could ever do is cry for you, I know you are in the heavens and I am in this darken place, I know you must see me as a disgrace. If you only know the pains I am always in just maybe you wouldn't see me like a darken queen.

"OH,"  this emptiness that eats on my emotions that leaves my body feeling always cold, I no longer have you to hold, making my spirit feeling warm. Insides my heart is broken into millions of pieces that no one but God can ever fix, while you moved on with your life, mine is lost in another time almost making me feel I'm losing my mind.

I often wonder if you regret what you had done to me leaving me in a place like this, fighting Dark Angel and all that he brings, and I always have to hear those painful screams, what does all this mean and why is everyone being so mean to me? is this make you feel like a King watching me bleed?

"OH," at times I think about when I truly thought we had it all, and that is when I had to fall, that is when I started dancing with darkness where the songs hold evil beats.  Dark Angel would sign too close to me, Woe is this Beast? 

- Judy Emery © 1980 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

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