MEMORIES

COLD SILENCE

I can feel the autumn breeze
In this lonely night,
Oh, I can still feel the coldness
In your silence,
even when the Years kept move,
leaves kept falling,
my heart still is broken and hollowed,
I've been waiting for the moment
to face you again,
the moment to break your silence,
the time where you must face me
like I had to face you,
I try so hard to leave those
old memories behind me,
but somehow this darken past
has a way of coming back,
I can feel your coldness coming in the air,
I can feel you standing near,
I feel this old pains coming like a hurricane,
Oh, I'm feeling I am drowning
In this abuse of you,
Oh, how I remember everything,
I've seen your face at my door,
I have seen your eyes in all my dreams,
I could hear your voice in every storm,
while I start to scream,
Sometimes I had to ask myself
If you remember who I am,
I could feel the wonder in the thunder
while this cold silence in the air
touched my skin,
I remember everything you have done
You have beaten me down, so far down
I never thought I would ever be able
to pick me up,
I could see the anger in your eyes
every night I go to sleep,
You think you have won this fight
by putting my life on the run,
I could never move on,
But one day I will,
But what you don't know
could never hurt you,
but one day someone is going to hurt you
the same way you hurt me,
soon you will find that old grin
will be swept off your face, you are a beast
a big mistake, I ever made,
I can feel it all will come to its end,
but until then, I will keep feeling
apart of me bleeding
just the way you left me.

Judy Emery © 1983 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery