The curtis sister

chapter 8

I was just sitting up in my room waiting on the guys to leave so me and pony could be alone. That dream really freaked me out but it felt so real like it was going to happen or somthing. It felt like the dream i had the night before mom and dad died. The only one who knows about that dream was pony. I saw them dieing in a car carsh and they looked so helpless. Then we got a phone call the next night and they were dead. Im scared that ill end up in a girls home and ill be away from my brothers. The only thing keeping me right in the mind right now is Ponyboy. All of a sudden there was a knock on my door and I jumped under the covers and acted like I was asleep. " Hey Ash its me are you awake?" I heard pony ask so I lifted my head above the covers and he saw that I had been crying. " yeah I'm awake pone." I replied back with no hint of covering that I had been crying. " oh honey its going to be okay don't worried your going to be okay. I'm not going to let anyone hurt you your my little sister. I'm suppose to protect you aren't I? and if there is anyone that comes after you I might half to kill them." pony joked. " your only a few minuets older but that's okay I'm glad I'm technically the youngest because that means I'm the cutest" " oh no your not do you see these muscles I have all the girls wants to get with me." " but do you see me I have the prettiest eyes ever duh... so you half to say I'm cuter and your not going to have those muscles if you keep smoking like you do." I joked back. Pony then picked me up and started tickling me and we were laughing are butts off. I yelled for pony to stop because I was about to pee my pants and I needed to pee. So he let me go and I ran to the bathroom. As I walked out of our room I noticed that there was some noses coming from the living room. I walked closer to get a better view and to hear what they were talking about. I saw that Johnny Soda Steve and Dallas was here. " guys I don't know what were going to do with Ashlynn she just keeps shutting us out. no matter how hard me and Darry try and help her she just keeps running away from us and runs to pony and cries. The only thing he has told us is that she had a bad nightmare but won't tells anything else." Soda explained. " I don't know man have you tried I don't know talking to her I know she's been a mess since that date she went on and well you know what happen. Maybe she's still upset about that." Dal stated I felt a tap on my shoulder and it was pony I told him to shh and to listen. " well buddy I hate to tell you this but I think you and Darry are right to send her to that girls home to see if she needs time away but don't you think horseman will get mad that is his twin after all and he is very protective of her and you know that." Steve made that comment and I started to cry and pony got mad. I walked out from where I was hiding and so did pony. Everyone had a look on there face that was like oh crap and they knew they regretted saying what they did. " HOW DARE YOU ALL IF YOU REALLY WANTED TO KNOW WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME YOU COULD HAVE JUST ASKED ME. AND HELD ME AND TOLD ME EVERYTHING WAS OKAY. BUT NO YOU ARE GOING TO SEND ME TO A GIRLS HOME BECAUSE YOU CANT HANDLE ME. IM UPSET BECAUSE I HAD A DREAM THE OTHER NIGHT THAT YALL WERE GOING TO SEND ME THERE AND LOOK IT CAME TRUE. JUST DONT TALK TO ME ANYMORE YOU ARE NO LONGER MY BROTHER SODAPOP I HATE YOU FOR THIS SAME WITH DARRLE YOU CAN TELL HIM THAT WHEN HE GETS HOME." everyone but ponyboy was shocked that I yelled like that. But they disserved it. Soda tried to come up to me after that but I wouldn't allow him. Dallas and Johnny also tried to but I pushed them off I'm not mad at them but I just wanted alone time with my twin. So me and pony went to our room and just laid there and held each other thinking this was going to be the last time we will see each other.