The curtis sister

chapter 14

"Dal I did it because Darry made me feel unwanted. He kept yelling at me and say hurt full things and making me share what's wrong when I wasn't ready to share it with him yet. He wouldn't ever stop making me feel like I couldn't do anything right. Like I was jumped for a reason. He's been made at me since the dingo incident. That wasn't even my fault but he didn't listen." I told him. I was crying by now. I didn't notice Soda and Darry coming back into the room when I was talking. Darry was crying and so was soda. "Ash I'm so sorry I don't know what I was thinking. I'm so sorry I should have been more carful with you after knowing what you were going through. Your my baby sister my only sister and I hurt you. Can you ever forgive me?" Darry asked me while crying. Can I forgive him. He did hurt me but he is still my brother. He is raising me and he is doing a good job at that but not so much at the emotional department. " It's going to take some time but yes Darry I can forgive you. Your my brother I kinda got to love you" that made everyone laugh. Steve and Two bit had came back into my room with my food. " One Burger with fries and a large chocolate milk shake for Ashlynn Curtis." Two said in a funny voice. I laughed and thanked them. Everyone was in my room talking and joking around. At one point Johnny and Dallas switched seats so now Johnny was on my left and Pony was on my right. I noticed that Johnny wasn't looking at me so I picked up one of my fries and lightly throw it at his face. It hit him on the cheek and fell on the bed. I quickly looked away and grabbed my milkshake. He looked at me and picked it up and ate it. I laughed at him. "I think you had an escape artist" " oh I did? I didn't notice" " yeah it jumped out of the box and landed on my cheek and then fell on to the bed." " oh gosh well I guess I need to keep these things in like then don't I." " I guess you do" The gang was laughing at us the whole time. I love times like this when we all could have a good time and forget the sadness for a little bit. Of course the doctor had to come in and ruin all the fun we were having. " Hi I'm Ashlynn's Doctor if its okay I will just check everything and make sure the stiches is healing well." I nodded and held up my arm. He took the bandage off and I saw the deep cut. I didn't meant to cut it that deep. I felt eyes all on me. I knew the gang was looking. I didn't mind they are my family. " well everything is healing just fine I'll give you some ointment and you will be able to leave in two days." " two days why cant I leave tonight you just said it was okay?" " well we need to keep you hear and make sure your not a danger to anyone or your self. If you can prove that for the next two days you can get out" " Great" note the sarcasm. The minute everything goes back to normal more bad news hits us. Why is it like this. The doctor wrapped my wrist up and left. The gang all just stared at me. I new what was coming more questions. " did that hurt?" " no not really I got use to the pain Two when I use to cut everyday. Pony got me to stop but some things just happen." " What did it feel like being passed out half dead?" Steve asked. Soda slapped him upside the head for that. " if you want the truth peaceful I got to thinking if I let go now I can go see mom and Dad. But I knew I had to be hear for you guys so I fought back." Everyone just stared at me. I knew that they felt sorry for what happen. Heck I regret doing it for almost leaving my brothers and my best friends. But at the moment it felt like I needed to do that. That all my problems will go away.