The curtis sister

Chapter 13

Ponyboy's POV

I just got back into the living room with the gang when I heard Ashlynn screamed my name like bloody murder. I ran to our room and I saw her with blood gushing from her wrist. Oh god I thought she stopped. Darry must have caused this. "DARRY SODA CALL 911 AND GET IN HERE" I yelled. I heard the rest of the gang run down the hall and a few seconds later Johnny was the first one beside me. " oh god I thought she said she stopped pone?" he asked me quietly. " I thought that too Johnny" I told him back. I'm going to have a big talk with Darry after this. As on queue him and soda came rushing in. Soda looked like he was about to cry while Darry well his face was unreadable. " The ambulance will be here in about 5 minutes away." Darry told us. " Why did she have her blade I thought yall took it from her when we first found out that she did this. And I thought she said she wasn't going to do this again." Dallas asked us. " We did take it; it was right here in the draw she must have seen me put it in there" Soda replied. "something must have caused her to do this she was happy a few days ago." Two bit said. I just nodded I knew what caused it. Darry did he caused her to break. I'm here holding my twins Wrist so she wont bleed out because of something our older brother did. After a few minutes the paramedics came in the room and took over. They asked which one of us wanted to ride with her. I ran out there before Darry had a chance to say anything. She wouldn't want him anyway she would want me or Johnny. Poor Johnny he told me just an hour ago that he liked her and now she's fighting for her life. We were at the hospital in less than 10 minutes. They rushed her into the ICU and started to hock her up on every drug know to man kind. They were stitching her wrist up where she cut to deep. The gang came in about 15 minutes later. I was sitting in the waiting room waiting on the doctors to tell me if I can so see my sister. The gang came to sit beside me Soda was on one side of me and Johnny was on the other. " hey soda can I talk to you I know why she did this but I don't want to say it in front of everyone?" he nodded and followed me down the hall a little. " what's up pone why she do it" " Soda she feels like yall don't want her. When we went to the dingo and what happen with the waitress Darry didn't do anything he sat there and let it happen and you know it. He yelled at her the night that she was at the hospital when we got jumped. She was forced to tell him what was wrong and he got mad at her. She feels like yall hate her. She's coming around to you but Darry is making it hard for her. If he keeps on she's going to do this again till she's gone for good." I told him crying. " Pone I didn't know she felt this way. I try and be there for her but its hard when I work all the time and then come home and she always wants to be by you. I didn't know this I'm sorry I'm going to be there for her more." I nodded and he hugged me. We walked back over to the gang just as the doctor was coming out. I went right over to him with soda and Johnny right on my heels. " I'm doctor Rogers, Ashlynn is recovering great. She just woke up but before you go in you don't need to pressure her. Stress isn't good for her right now. We believe she did this because she was stressing over something or a big negative emotion. Yall are free to go in now." and he left. I ran in and sat down next to her. She was staring off into deep thought. So she wouldn't notice us right away. " hey Ash how you feeling?" I asked her. She looked over at me and smiled very softly. " I'm okay I guess." I can hear the sadness in her voice. I felt so bad for her. I glared at Darry for making her do this. If he was more calm with her this wouldn't have happen. " hey Ash are you hungry? Me and Two bit can go get you a burger or something?" Steve asked her. she nodded her head and smiled at them. They left the room and went to go get her food. " Hey guys is it okay if I talk to Johnny Pony and Dallas alone for a minute?" She asked. Soda told her it was okay that him and Darry needed to talk about something anyway. I watched them leave and put my focus back on her. " Ashy why did you do it Doll. I told you we had your back?" "Dal I did it because...."