Dichotomy

Missing

Waiting... I tried to wait, indeed.

I've done it so many times, but never saw the weeds.

I miss it. To the point it hurts, but writing out to you...

Never seems to work.

I'm not going to be hurt...

I'm scared, but I want it, don't know if it's what I need.

Sea Foam Eyes are missing,

I have to uproot the seed.

Save it, move on, I need to be head strong...

I'll wait for something else, though in truth I'm disappointed.

I had such hope, but it seems it was misplaced,

I miss him, and his voice, but I'm tired of the games.

I won't be the one chasing this time,

but in truth, I miss those Sea Foam Eyes.