Dichotomy

10 years alone.

Have it now, or have it later?
Ten years of watching them love and lose, or patience and find your soulmate....

It's not that easy.
Nothing ever is it seems...

Even if everything falls into place, how would you hide the tears you write onto paper but lock into your heart?

I'm fine. I'm not ready.

Doesn't lack the pain and bitterness that flirts with my heart.

Honestly ashamed, don't say a word to anyone, you're fine. They'll leave one day anyway.

Being content in simpleness... Truly is difficult. Old words that used to be constantly uttered...

Ten years is nothing.

But the hurt is something.

Waiting... Ten years... Hide the truth and move on as if nothing surrounds you.

You'll be fine.

I know that's a lie.

Nothing ever worth gaining is easy to obtain.