My Older Alpha Mate

chapter fifteen

// NSFW ahead // Read at your own risk //

I opened my eyes and then immediately squeezed them shut trying to ease the immediate pain I received. My eyes burned and my head ached. It was still dark outside and I was not in my bed. I sat up quickly, nervous about where I was. I clenched my throat, feeling nauseated and dizzy. I stumbled through the room that I quickly identified as Ashton's room and to his connected bathroom where I dropped to my knees and leaned against the toilet, whining out for help. The pain altering into unbearable heat and discomfort.

I emptied the contents of my stomach into the toilet, digging my fingers into the seat and crying from the pressure. "Aurora?! Are you okay? Where are you, angel?" I heard a concerned voice. I cried out in response, vomiting again into the toilet, wanting to feel the comfort of my mate. He rushed into the bathroom shirtless and kneeled beside me, holding my hair back and wiping my mouth with a towel. "Ashton, it fucking burns," I seethed, digging my fingers into my rib cage now. "What fucking time is it!? What happened?! I was fine yesterday," I whined into my palms angrily. I looked at him through teary, irritated eyes and couldn't help but think about how sexy he looked. His chiseled muscles and messy curls scattering across his forehead. He said nothing but he stood up and turned on the bathwater and plugged the drain, turning the knob to cold water.

"Can you please tell me what the fuck is going on?!"I hissed angrily, begging for any type of explanation. "Get into the bathtub, I'll be right back, okay?" I was angry with his response but listened to him anyway. I pulled his shirt off me and stood in my undergarments for a moment, climbing into the bathtub and immediately feeling cool relief. I breathed out, thanking the moon goddess for the temporary relief. I still felt hot and it felt like the water would soon start boiling which upset me.

Ashton entered the bathroom with a bucket, a cup of ice water, some medicine, and sliced fruit. He set everything down and then took the bucket, which I realized now was full of ice, and dumped it into the bathtub. I hummed in pleasure as the ice-chilled water touches my body. He turned off the water and handed me the glass of ice water in his hand with two pills. I took them with no question and leaned against the side of the bathtub enjoying the cool water and nice view. I stared at my mate, which caused me to heat up again significantly. I admired his features and bit my lip. "Babygirl, you're going through something called 'heat'," He said, holding my hand, even though it was in the freezing water.

"It's your body and your wolf reacting because you found your mate but you haven't been marked yet," He explained further and I stared at him intently. I lifted our hands out of the water and realized that the cool water was only a fraction of the soothing feeling and Ashton was my true source of relief. I pressed my other hand against his chest and he silently watched me, taking a deep breath. I was correct; he was the relief I wanted. The relief I needed. "I don't want to pressure you, angel, but in honesty, I don't know if I can stay here with you... I'm unsure if I can control myself...My wolf," He swallowed hard and I could tell he was struggling.

His eyes were dark and his voice became lower, filled with lust and less concern. I watched him intently and hesitantly pulled myself from the freezing water and sat on my knees. He watched me slowly and intently like I was his prey. "Alpha Ashton, I want you," I whispered so quietly I was shocked that he heard me. Before I could process the situation, I was out of the bathtub and in his arms. I tightened my arms around his neck tightly, kissing him passionately. His lips moved against mine skillfully and perfectly.

Suddenly, I felt my back hit the bed without breaking our kiss. I arched my back immediately, dying to feel his skin against mine. I tugged at his sweatpants and he tugged them off with ease. His large hands slid down my body, validating me with no verbal queues. He tugged at my bra, silently asking me if it was okay for him to remove it and I responded my peeling the wet fabric off my body. He quickly attacked my chest, kissing, sucking, and flicking all the right places. I moaned loudly, dying to feel him, any of him.

He kissed down my stomach and hooked his fingers in my panties, sliding them down my damp legs. Ashton kneeled now, looking down at me like an antelope he just took down for dinner. I begged him with my eyes and then with my voice. "Please, Ashton, please touch me," I whimpered, arching my back and breathing heavily, begging for him to soothe my heat. In one swift motion, he was between my thighs, kissing and lapping causing me to moan loudly and involuntarily buck my hips against his tongue. I slid my fingers through his dark hair and knotted my fingers in his curls.

My vision became blurry as he pushed his finger into me, causing me to whine out and scoot closer to feel more of him. He pumped slowly while he consumed me whole. My thighs began to shake as he threatened to make me lose it all right there. I emptied the clenching feeling in my abdomen and moaned loudly, feeling the best orgasm I had ever had exit my body. He finished lapping and came up after, wiping the bottom of his lip with his thumb and the rubbing me with the said thumb.

I whined out, out of breath and desperate to feel more of him. He slid down his boxers and suddenly it hit me that I was about to lose my virginity. I gripped his bicep nervously, wanting him but nervous. He slide his hands up my body again. Along my stomach, between my chest, and up to my chin. He tilted my head and pushed my hair to the side.

"You are all mine, Aurora. Do you understand?" He whispered into my ear huskily and then began kissing down my neck like he was suffocating and I was a cool breath of air. I nodded and slid my hand up his back, raking my nails and then locking them into his hair once again.

"I understand," I whimpered out, feeling my thighs shake due to his words. Suddenly, a sharp pain pierced through my neck, but the pain immediately subside as was followed my a deep feeling of euphoria which rushed through my body and left me feeling not only better than I woke up, but better than ever. I moaned loudly, clinging onto him tightly as he held me against his chest.

"Do you want me to stop, angel?" He mumbled, kissing the bruise on my neck now. I shook my head, certain. "No, I want to go all the way," I said, nodding, gripping his bicep again and sliding myself back to the top of the bed. He kissed my lips gently and leaned his forehead against mine, and slowly began entering me.

I winced quietly as he was not lacking in that area. He kissed my forehead gently and continued slowly. I squeezed his bicep harder, panting now as the pain quickly turned into pleasure. I took a deep breath and kissed his lips passionately, moving my hand from his bicep to his back now. He rocked his hips gradually, receiving loud moans of approval from me with every pump.

After a few moments, his pace quickened and I was in pure bliss. I bit my lip as he grunted and breathed heavier. I kissed his neck now and pushed up my hips to offer him a deeper angle which he gladly accepted. I whimpered into his ear as I clung onto his shoulders, "Ashton, i-i'm gonna-". He beat me to my words and began moving even faster, resulting in me moaning even loader now, probably screaming. "Ashton!" I moaned his name as my last effort, feeling myself release and metaphorically explode into a million pieces.

Following me, Ashton grunted loudly and I felt myself warm up inside. He slowly pulled out and kissed my lips gently, making sure I was okay. He went to the bathroom to grab a towel to clean us both up. He wiped off my thighs and himself and slid his boxers on. "Do you need anything, angel?" He asked, sitting on the bed next to me. "Can I have your shirt? And can you sleep with me here?" I asked, looking at the man before me.

His hair was messy from my fingers running through it and scratch marks resided on his back. His boxers hung on only by his hip bones and revealed his V-line clearly. He nodded and moved to grab me one of his shirts. "How are you feeling?" He asked, handing me one of his t-shirts. I slid it over my body and then grinned at the big bad alpha who was so concerned and gentle with me. I kissed his scarred knuckles and pulled him to lay with me under the covers. He obliged, chuckling at my want to have him close. "I feel the best i've ever felt, thank you for asking," I kissed his nose and he smiled.

He pulled me into his chest, hugging me tightly and I wrapped my arms around him happily. "Look," He spoke, suggesting that I let go to see. "I know you're my mate and stuff but, will you be my girlfriend? I know when I was sixteen, I always wanted to be a boyfriend," He babbled. For a moment, he almost seemed... nervous. I placed my hand on his cheek and smiled the biggest smile I could offer.

"I would love to be your girlfriend, Ashton,"