In Love With Sin

Chapter 11: Nate

I am an idiot. I am such a fucking idiot.

She stormed off into the house leaving me in the driveway. I ran my hand through my hair, frustrated with myself before entering the house after her. Phil, Link and Ricky stood there all shocked. "What?!" I snapped. Phil pointed to his ear.

Oh for fuck sake!

I took out my earpiece and set it on the table. I was about to make my way upstairs before feeling a hand on my arm. I looked back to see Phil holding on.

"I wouldn't..." Phil began, but I snatched back my arm angrily and made my way upstairs anyway.

Taking a deep breath, I knocked lightly on the bedroom door. "Krissy?" I said. No answer. I slowly opened the door only to find an empty room. Steam was coming from the bathroom door and I cautiously approached it. I put my ear on the door and heard sobs coming from the bathroom.

Fuck. I'm an asshole.

I was about to knock and let myself in, but decided not to. She could definitely use some space after all the shit I accused her of. I made my way slowly down the stairs to see the guys still in the living room giving the last of the jewels to Ricky.

"Ok, so we'll all have to lay low for a couple days. I'll wire you the money once I transfer all of these gems over." Ricky said.

"Aight, I'm off dog." Link said giving them fist bumps. He turned to me and sighed. "Good luck man."

"Thanks." I said sarcastically.

"I guess I'll go too." Phil said, clearly wanting to be out of the house as soon as possible. He gave me a man hug. "You got this." he said.

I turned to Ricky and he smiled at me nervously. "I think you should go back home too Nate. I mean, your home." he said as he saw himself out.

I sat down on the couch, burring my face in my hands.

I heard the shower turn off and footsteps upstairs. I gathered up all my courage and made my way up the stairs. Once again I knocked on the door. "Krissy." Still no answer. I slowly opened to door to find her sitting on the bed in her robe putting lotion on her legs. "Baby, I'm sorry." I said. "I shouldn't have said all those things."

"Yeah, you shouldn't have." she replied coldly.

I sighed and knelt down in front of her. "Please, I'm a fucking idiot, a grade-A asshole." My heart was going to explode with sadness and fear of losing her. I didn't mean to do this. How could I think of her that way? Maybe being married to Patty for so long gave me an impression. It took her some time to answer me back.

"Look Nate. I'm not some cheap prostitute that you picked up. I had a life. It was a shitty one, but I had it. I have my morals and selling my body for a buck is definitely not one of them." she said. "So for you to accuse me of doing anything more than to dance for that mother fucking pig, I have no words."

"I know, I know, babe and I'm sorry. What can I do to make it up to you? I'll do anything." I said, taking her hands in mine.

"Anything?" she asked, her mesmerizing brown eyes finally looking into my own.

"Yes! Anything!" I said, tears slowly building in my eyes.

She stood up and slowly walked over to the light switch. "Make yourself comfortable and just listen." she said as she dimmed the lights.

I slowly sat on the bed, confused out of my mind.

She turned around to look at me, letting her robe fall to the floor. She was wearing something different from what she wore in the club. It was a white sheer gown, exposing a white laced bra and thong. "Today made me realize something." she said as she slowly made her way towards the bed. Soft music was playing in the background. "You have a certain perception about women in general, I suspect due to your wife's wandering behavior. I realized that perception loomed over me as well." she danced to the music, just as she danced in the club.

"Baby.. I..." I began but she shushed me.

"I said you were to listen." she said softly, as she unhooked her bra, letting it fall to the floor. She had the perfect looking pair of breasts I've ever seen, and I couldn't help my member from getting hard. "I'm not like any of the women you've been with Nate, you know that. I'm not a gold digger, nor am I some whore."

She crawled from the end of the bed to me and straddled on top of me. "I still have my virginity that I can give to anyone I want." she said and she ground on me. My lips parted and I wanted nothing more but to place them with hers. But she held onto my chest, preventing me from sitting up. "I said before that I wanted to show you how much you mean to me." she said. "I still do." Her hands making their way down to my belt, unbuckling it.

"Kristen..." I said. She left me a pause to continue. "I love you."

"I love you too, Nate." she said as she slowly unzipped my pants, her eyes dark with lust still locked on to me. It's the first time I've heard her say that. "I want you to have it."

I couldn't take it anymore as I sat up and crashed my lips against hers. She ran her hands through my hair as our kiss deepened, moaning softly into my mouth. I ran my hands on her back and rolled her onto her back so I could to be on top. Our lips parted and I felt her whole body trembling. "Are you sure?" I asked.

She nodded as she slowly pushed my pants down around my waist, exposing my ass. My lips met hers once more before I started to make my way down, planting kisses along the way. I lightly nipped at her hardened peeks as she let out soft moans. My heart was going to explode with love for her. She was the woman made for me, and I'd do anything for her. I kissed her inner thighs as I removed her laced thong. I buried my face in between her legs and heard her gasp as I licked at her swollen bud. I glided my tongue up and down her opening, hearing her soft sweet moans as she squirmed every time I reached her clit. My eyes looked up at her, observing all her beautiful emotions as I swirled my tongue around her passion over and over, my member as hard as it could physically get, twitched to be inside her. She was wetter by the second and then I felt her shudder. I lifted my head, her face was flushed with lust in her eyes.

"Take me." she whispered as she took a condom from the night stand.

"Yes Ma'am." I said. I took the condom, ripped it with my teeth and slid it on. I lined up my cock to her wet entrance. I kept my eyes on her as I carefully but swiftly entered, feeling her virginity break. Her fingernails dug into the skin on my back as she cried out. I held it there and shushed her.

"Relax baby. Let yourself get used to me." I instructed. Her brown eyes fell on me, staring deep into mine as I felt her relax. I ran my fingers through her hair to try to ease any pain she was in. My beautiful women made for me, let me be her first. "I'm going to start to move." I said, as my cock couldn't handle it anymore.

She nodded and held on to me tightly as I slowly moved in and out of her. She was wincing at first, but then started to moan, as pleasure slowly consumed her. "Thaaaaats it baby girl." I whispered as I nibbled on her ear. Her walls were clenching all around me and it was hard to keep me from exploding inside her.

"Nate..." she said. I got lost in her eyes.

"I love you, Krissy, with every fucking fibre of my being." I said as I fastened my pace. She moaned loudly and gripped the pillow as I pushed in and out of her, feeling myself hitting her spot.

"Nate..." she moaned louder as I bit on the soft spot on her neck.

"Yes baby girl... feel every single inch of me." I panted. I was feeling her build up and I held out as long as I could for her. I was determined to have her first sex orgasm experience with me, and there was no way I was going to ruin it by cumming before her.

"Nate... I'm gonna..." she panted as I thrust harder and faster. Her pleasure was reaching its peak and I knew she was ready. We both were.

"Come for me baby." I whispered and that was it. She arched her back, screaming my name as I felt her climax all over my cock. It didn't take me long to follow as my seed exploded inside her.

We were both panting hard as I laid beside her. She snuggled into me. "I am, and will always be yours, Nathan." she whispered.

"And I'm yours Kristen. Every fucking part of me." I said as we both fell asleep.