#1 Falling for the guy that hates me

30- The only way to get over him

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This is a extremely short summary/filler chapter, but it is a very important chapter in the book.

I updated later than planned, but I will update again this weekend. Works been pilling up📚

It's currently December 2013 in the book.
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I can't believe it.

I cannot believe it.

Believing is something that I cannot do.

I, Ashleigh, cannot believe this.

Oh.My.God

I still like Ryan.

That's not the worse part, the only way that I can get other a guy, is to tell them that I like them. Directly, myself, no hints, just bluntly.

What am I going to do?

I can't tell him, I can't.

He shall never know, I swore, I vowed. I promised myself.

He will never know,

But what choice do I have?

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I did get my phone back eventually....Eventually.
I had to get thrown down the stairs, and dragged out a certain boys room....But I got it back.....I had to beg him, and give him puppy dog eyes, but Ryan gave it back. It was when I was on the verge of tears, that he gave me a hint on where in the house he hid it.

I had to go on a wild goose hunt, well wild phone hunt to find my phone. He had told me it was in Anna's room. When I walked into her room, I had turned around to ask for another clue.

He sprayed something into the room, and slammed the door shut. As I approached the door, an intoxicated horrific stench reached my nose.

I coughed as I tried to open the door; he was holding the handle firmly from the other side, in order to prevent me from opening the door.

After about 21 seconds I had given up and began to search. I walked passed her chair and looked under her pillow, it wasn't there.

I then searched the shelves, no luck. I looked around for about 30 seconds before trying the door again.

DAMIT! He was still holding the door. I l knocked on the door hard. He knocked back in a terrible rhythm.

"Anna, Ashleigh's going to wreck your room." Ryan called out in a cheerful tone.

"No I’m not!" I cheered back.

Gosh Ryan's so annoying I thought as I walked away from the door. I could have sworn that that boy felt pleasure in annoying me.

I had continued to search; I didn't want to invade her privacy, so my searching was limited to what was in eyesight. After about a minute when the smell had become bearable, I tried to open the door again.
It worked.
He had finally gone.
I popped my head out through the door, to check the coast was clear, before retreating back down stairs. We found my phone eventually it was under a teddy bear. The boys also hid the other girls stuff, but they made theirs easy to find, and gave them good hints.
It seemed it was just me that Ryan truly hated.....
I mean, he dragged me out of the room, and pushed me down the stairs, when I went into his room to ask for my phone. I mean who does that, even though it was one of those short, four steps, and they were carpet. He still pushed me down the stairs.

But only when I used my amazing acting skills and told him the he was hurting me when he held me down on the floor, he let me go.....He was really mean to me.

I never cared before.

Why did I care now?

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It's been a week since then; things have gone back to normal. Me and Ryan act like we didn't know each other. I was fine with it; to be honest I preferred it that way. Apparently he was staring at me the Monday after Anna's bday party. Well that's what Tiffany said. That's good right?

I couldn't believe that I liked him again.... Or do I still like him...When did stop...When did I start again.......Did I ever stop.
I don't think I ever stopped.
Oh nut cakes!
I need help.

It wasn't the only thing that I needed help on; I was doing business studies as a GCSE. We were putting on a xmas market on Friday. The whole school was invited, Anna had somehow managed to be able to come, I have no idea how she did it.

It would be nice to have her come and visit the market we were running. My group were selling hot chocolate. I hoped that it will go well.

Ryan has been ignoring me as usual, if I were to say hi to him; he would ignore me and pretend that I wasn't there. He was a real dickhead at times. I really didn't know why. liked him......

I had to get over him, I had to....

Why did I even like him?

After a long and stressful mental debate, I have discovered the pro's and con's of each choice. It could make me get over him as soon as possible, but it would also change things, it would become awkward, it would be weird.

I couldn't do it, I just couldn't it was a stupid idea...

Was that a risk that I would be willing to take?

I made my final decision.

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