#1 Falling for the guy that hates me

32- The get away

21-10=11
Who said 9? Be honest😂

(This is a double chapter, it's twice as long as normal)

I'm really sad guys, my fish died on Monday 💔my first ever pet, I loved it, it's not just a fish, it was actually my friend even though it couldn't speak we did have a connection. Just me and that one particular pet. R.I.P Estelle 28.5.2014 - 24.11.2014
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Clipping my seat belt, I felt the coach start to rumble. Putting my head back, I closed my eyes. This was it, this was my get away. It was only two days, but I could get away, I could escape. I was leaving the country I was going to Belgium.
No Anna.
No Ryan.
No Drama.
Just chocolate.
We were going to a chocolate factory, mmmm, yum. It wasn't actually a factory, it was a shop laid out like Tesco’s. That just sold lindor chocolate. You wouldn't realize how much chocolate lindor has, until you go to a lindor shop.
They sell allot.

I tried to focus my mind on the chocolate, but I didn't. I was too afraid, it didn't work. What was happening to me, it always worked. I always did, it had to. This wasn't fair. I still liked him, oh my fucking god, why?

I hated him!

But I liked him?

I was so confused.

I had waved to my mum as the coach came out of park, and began to drive down the hill. I text-ed my mum saying 'Bye x' and put my phone in my pocked.

I blew a raspberry.

What was happening to me?

I wasn't sure if the trip would get cancelled, it has been flooding allot in the UK. It was all over the news. Allot of homes in the country side that December were flooded and destroyed. It was not a good end to 2013.

I had checked the Dover ferry website; it wasn't going to be cancelled like some trips were. I was glad, I needed this get away. My mum had wrapped me up in coats and scarf’s like a mummy. Thank god I wasn't a snowman; I wouldn't be able to play. You wouldn't see me anymore; I would have melted before I reached the door. I wouldn't be able to play-GTA.

Ellie, and Antonia were sitting in front of me, I was sat next to some girl in my year. I didn't like her but there was nowhere else to sit. There were a few year 11 girls sitting behind me and to my side, thank god they weren't any of Ryan's annoying friends.
There were other teenagers in my year sitting around me.

I did allot of thinking, I didn't really talk much. I didn't listen much either, I was just the silent observer in the technology crazed world. People were laughing joking; it was as if I wasn't there. They were talking to me but I would barely respond. I stared out the window as if I was on TV, and put my headphones in.

The journey took allot longer than I thought it would, I knew it would be a long drive; we departed at around 10pm and would arrive till about 8am. It was one of those sleep in the coach or don't sleep at all trips; I was prepared I had my blanket, eye-mask and pillow.