My Ideal Girl

Chapter 9

Azalea

"Jho, ano bang sinasabi mo? Bakit ba nagkakaganyan ka? Naghihinala ka pa lang, ganyan na agad ang mga drama mo sa akin. Iyon ba talaga ang gusto mo? Magbreak? Sigurado ka na ba talaga? Hindi mo ba pagsisisihan yan?"

Maybe I should grab this opportunity to end this.

At least I am not the one who pioneered it.

But why does it hurt so much?

"Lea, sorry! Mahal na mahal lang kasi kita kaya ako nagkakaganito eh! Alam ko naman kasi na nung una pa lang na ako na ang nagpipilit ng sarili ko sayo. Natatakot ako na iwanan mo ko!"

Damn!

"Jho, mabuti pa, paguwi ko na lang tayo mag-usap okay? Bigyan mo ko ng time mag-isip. Kung magpapatuloy ang relasyon natin, hindi puwede yung ganito lagi ang gagawin mo sa akin!"

Even if I love you enough to continue our relationship, how will it work if you gonna keep on whining?

I ended the call without steering clear of things.

I can't bear it anymore.

Literally, I turned my phone off while we were in my lady boss house.

I only wished I could do it to my brain too.

Maam Jema's father was healing good when we left Laguna.

They say that when a problem subsides, another one arises.

Mafe have been ambush interviewed by a vlogger. She was asked about some problems in the society.

She answered with too much honesty.

I knew right there and then that she'll gonna be in trouble.

Two days before the second semester, we went home.

"Lea, pwede ka bang makausap?"

Maam Jema headed to the dirty kitchen.

"Si Mafe, nakakareceive na siya ng death threats."

Shit!

"Inaayos na namin ni Deanna ang lahat. Anytime soon, dadating na siya dito."

Wowowow...

What a motherfucking trouble this will cause me.

"Ah Lea, may problema ka diba? Si Jho kasi..."

Yeah right.

She will confide in a friend.

"Sorry Maam. Humingi lang ako ng space para makapag-isip."

It's so ashame to tell this to her. But ironically she is linked in to the two woman close to heart.

"May sasabihin muna ako sayo. Nung nagplay kami last sem, nung nagusap kayo ni Jho s office niya, narinig ko yun."

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"Well tapos na yun. At sorry kung parang sinamantala ko yung feelings ni Jho sayo. Yun lang. Ayoko sana pagusapan pero alam ko kasing kailangan kong magsorry."

Oh well..

What's done is done.

"Alam mo kasi parang nagsisisi ako ngayon. Ginawa ko yun para madivert ang feelings mo sa iba pero yung kapatid ko kasi. Haaay kainis!"

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"Bakit Maam? Anong problema?"

Don't tell me...