Chapter 12- Dead to the world

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When we got back, I just collapsed, staring blankly at a wall. No one spoke. No one even touched or hugged or even thought. It was just silence all around, except from whenever any of us thought about what happened, then the bus was filled with the sound of people being violently sick. Eventually, we all grabbed a 12 pack of beer each and chugged it, getting very pissed and feeling better slightly. Chris and Ricky ended up going into the other room and Vinny passed out on the couch, snoring loudly. 

"oh FUUCK CHRIS~!" We heard Ricky moan and Chris grunt loudly in return, making me cringe. Even drunk, what they were doing was disturbing. "FUCK CHRIS! H-HARDER OH GOD YES!" Justin moved next to me and took the empty beer bottle from out of my hand. "FUCK RICKY YOUR SO TIGHT~"
He looked me in the eye and pulled me into his lap, pressing his lips against mine. I frowned all the background noise out (the free porn noises) and focused on Justin, the way he held me and the way he kissed me.

My hands wrapped up in his hair as he laid me down, laying next to me and leaning over so that he was still able to kiss me. I think all of that entire night was just full of me and Justin kissing, Ricky losing his ass virginity and us all getting too drunk. And the next morning, I woke up with Justin next to me shirtless and I was clinging onto my shirt, Vinny was on the floor sprawled out and my head was fucking throbbing and basically dying. I heard a few grunts of pain throughout the day, but that entire day was just a crap, painful hangover day where we all slept until the next day, or until we threw up. And then we fell back to sleep anyway.

The next day, when none of us were hungover, we all sat on the couch, not saying anything. Not until Ricky looked at Justin's arm around my shoulder. "Did something uh happen?"
"Well, lets see. Chris fucked you as "hard as he could" your words not mine, Ricky your apparently "fucking tight" Chris, your words and Vinny was passed out all night."
"I meant between you and Justin..." Ricky said awkwardly looking at me.
"Oh uh..." Shit awkward.
"Yeah. It did, I kissed Ryan. Multiple times."

I sat there, feeling myself blush which was something I never EVER do. Fuck this was gonna suck. "Aww cute!" Ricky said whilst Chris and Vinny stared arguing over who did nothing productive whilst we were all drunk out of our minds. "Sleeping all fucking night is NOT productive!"
"And neither is fucking someone all goddamned night!"
"ITS MORE PRODUCTIVE THEN SLEEPING!" Over and over they went. Which honestly just gave me a headache. This carried on until Ricky kissed Chris until he shut up and kissed him back.

Me and Justin ended up cuddling on the couch, trying to heal and mend ourselves after all of that fucked up ordeal that I still can't seem to get over. "I just...how can anyone do anything like that J?"
"I don't know Ry, I honestly don't it's just so wrong...words can't even explain how wrong and disgusting and fucked up that was."
"Mhm..." I hummed in response, feeling my eyelids droop. I think he said something, but I ended up falling asleep.

(Ricky)

Walking hurt. Thinking hurt. Everything pretty much hurt. Especially whenever I thought about that fucking thing that'd happened. Even Chris agreed with me, it was just wrong on so many levels. "Chris, help please.." I said as I ran to the bathroom and started dry heaving. He pulled my hair back and rubbed my back as I emptied my stomach over and over again, the acid ended up burning all of my throat and I wanted to cry again.

The day I get engaged to the man I love and I see that? Not exactly the best way to reinforce our engagement really. Chris picked me up after I'd brushed my teeth and carried me off to our bunk, laying me in it before he hopped up and laid next to me, holding me close and kissing me softly over and over again. "I don't know how or why that happened the other day..."
"Ricky baby, don't think about it we stopped it and now everything'll be fine again. Lucien did say he's bringing them all back to life, nothing like this is ever gonna happen again, EVER, do you hear me?"

"But what if it does Chris?"
"Then I'll stop them. Again and again, I'll stop them and I won't ever not stop them until they've stopped, I promise you I won't. I'll do anything I can to make you feel better, Love." I nodded and smiled weakly before we cuddled and I fell asleep, ending up dead to the world.
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