Try to look forward for what I did not just for what I said. You guys know how bad my mouth is. My mouth can't say what I really feel but can say what I really think, either bad or a good thing. But, my heart can say what I really feel. It's just I'm not that showy thingy, please give attention for my actions AND please understand this demonic mouth, I just can't control it. Believe me, whenever I said bad things to you guys my heart says "Here we go again, demonic mouth can you please just shut up". It's hurt for me too.