I collapsed but no one's notice.
I vomited a blood but no one's notice.
I can't breathe but no one's notice.
I screamed silence so, no one can notice.
I cried but still smiling.
I tried to hide my pain
I tried to control my pain
For the all of you--
Not to see how my pain works
I've been through a lot
I just hope you all know it
I just hope you all can see it.
But no, I chose not to show it--
I chose to hide it.
But then suddenly
I lost my control of my pain
I didn't expect this to happen
I cried in pain
I can't breathe
I collapsed in front to all of you.
And then I woke up
I can hear them, talking.
Talking about our problems
Talking about how weak I am.
Talking about how I messed up.
