They're always saying;
"Bigla bigla ka na lang nagdedesisyon, hindi ka ba naaawa sa'min?"
I just wanna make myself happy and free, I'm still thinking about how you guys feel but this time I want to think about myself too. I did it for myself, for all of us. This may help us, come to think of it if I'm far away from all of you, I know that your family would be happy without me. I am a big mess and a sin, right?
"Nakakaawa mama mo, nagtatampo pa rin kasi iniwan mo kami."
Papa, you don't know anything about your wife and me. You don't know how we approach each other when you're not around, it's hurt. She's always talking to people about me how bitch(?) I am and now they're always looking at me like "oh the bitch is here" and you actually believed and telling me to change my attitude so that your wife will change hers too? That's bullshit.
"Paano ka namin maiintindihan kung hindi mo ipapaintindi sa'min?"
How can you understand if you're not listening? You never listen to me, when I'm trying to speak up you guys always interrupt me with your says, damn. So, how?
And suddenly my uncle told me;
"Mag salita ka kasi lagi kang nananahimik, ginagawa mong kawawa sarili mo."
I really felt that. I have this mindset "don't speak, you have no rights to complain." oh bullshit.
