Things have run wild ever since you left.
Where have you been?
I hope you reach heaven.
I'd missed you.
I still think of you.
I can still hear your laugh.
I can still imagine how you smile.
Why is it too painful?
Letting go of you is just unbearable.
Can you take me with you?
I only want you in my life.
It's not the same anymore,
I'm not used to living without you.
When you died, a small part of me died too.
I still kept our wedding ring—still dazzling as you.
I still hanged our wedding picture.
Now I can only see you through the frame.
I've been longing for your touch.
Why do I feel that our bed is getting bigger? Why do I feel that night and day are getting colder?
Suddenly I lost all the strength to breath,
to move, and to love. It's still you.
But I can't have you,
not anymore.
What left are the memories
of sorrow and joy.
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Utterless (2020 collection)
Poetry#random Message : Sinong nagsabing kambing lang pwedeng humugoat? -mei zhou tou 😙
