[Edited:]
*Cassandra's POV.*
Pretending to be happy and faking a smile, for a whole week was the hardest thing I have ever done. It was so painful I was scared that I would eventually break.
I let a tear fall as I stared out into the pool. It was about midnight, and everyone was probably asleep.
Tomorrow would be the day that we would leave, the day I would finally let him go again.
Tears streamed down my face, one by one, with no noise. I couldn't even let out a cry. It just hurt too much.
I knew since the beginning that it would be too good to be true, that eventually he had to go, that he would eventually leave and break me.
But this time, I would let us break. I let everything fall out of proportion. Tomorrow I needed to come clean to everyone. I needed to finally say goodbye to him for once and for all.
As much as it hurt, I just knew that I couldn't keep doing this to myself. I knew this summer fling wouldn't last my whole life. I was just another "one" to him. This was better.
It had become a mantra in my head, 'It was better like this".
I sighed as I stood up and wiped my tears away. I needed to sleep to have enough energy to confront him tomorrow.
I quietly went up to our hotel room and opened the door quietly and slowly crept into my bed.
Katie snores lightly as I looked up at the dark ceiling. In two weeks all will be forgotten. I will be in my dorm studying with Katie across from me annoying me.
I would live like before and I wouldn't visit anymore, instead I'll buy my mums ticket so she can stay here.
I would never see Harry ever again, and all of this will be history. This will be in the past and forgotten.
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"C'mon sleepy head!" I woke up to Katie shaking me and I groaned as I opened my eyes to sunlight.
I almost gasped as I realized what today would come too. I took a breath in and got the pillow off me and gave Katie the best fake smile.
"Morning." I stretched and yawned.
"Hurry up it's almost time to leave." Katie urged. I watched silently and dreadfully, as she moved fast, trying to pack the last stuff inside her bags and I felt bad.
I knew how much Katie loved Disneyland and I knew how sad it was too leave.
I stood up and quickly got into the shower. As I stared into my reflection I bit my lip. My wet hair stuck to my skin and I dreaded what was to come next.
I ignored myself and quickly changed into some jeans and a shirt and did my hair.
"I'll start putting the luggage into the car." I said as I grabbed my bag and Katie's. She nodded and continued making the beds.
"Hey." Ashton smiled as he came out his room. I smiled.
"Can't wait to go home." I whispered as we got into the elevator.
"Home sick much?" He laughed.
"Let's just say I can't wait to get to my old life." I shrugged as I got off the elevator first.
As we approached the van, I watched as Harry and Liam laughed putting bags in the trunk.
I froze and started to panic inside. I hadn't planned when or how I would tell Harry, and I almost laughed at myself for it.
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Loving You Again
Fanfiction[REVISED] 5 years ago, Cassandra had done what she had thought was the best thing to do: break up with Harry to let him live his dream and pursue her own. Little did she know that getting rid of any feelings towards the boy she had grown up with wa...
