[Edited:]
This chapter wasn't included in the first draft of this book, and it explains more fully of the song Ashton had written.
*Cassandra's POV*
I jumped as I sat up straight in my bed. Sweat beaded on my forehead and my breath hitched when all I could see was darkness.
I turned to look at Katie's limp body on the floor as her light snores filled the room. I sighed as I reached for my phone.
5:29 am.
It was the first night that I had that dream. I won't lie it felt so vivid, seeing his face after all this time. I lay back down and stared at the pure dark.
His green eyes were imprinted in my head, his lips tattooed on mine, and his curls wrapped around my hands.
6 months.
It's been 6 months since I walked away, since I told him that fairy tales had endings, that I couldn't do it. I knew it was for the best, yet I couldn't help but feel regret.
I knew since the start that it was wrong, that someone would end up hurt, but all I did was jump into the fire. I was naive of the consequences I knew were coming, but I didn't listen.
The day I turned was the day that actually opened my eyes. If he loved me he would've called my name, he would've ran to me, but I don't even know what I was expecting.
He told me he would if I looked him in the eye, but I didn't. Not fully, I never said the words, exactly.
I knew I wasn't getting sleep anytime soon, so I quickly got up and grabbed my sweatshirt.
I knew growing up in England that California in winter was nothing compared to the cold in Cheshire, but I couldn't help but get goosebumps as I felt the cold breeze hit my arms.
I slowly crept out of my room, tip-toeing over Katie's sleeping body, and closed the door gently.
Right now, Luke's and Katie's room was under major painting so they couldn't sleep there. So, Luke has to sleep on the floor of Ashton's room and Katie on mine.
A week ago Luke and Katie finally got there beloved apartment they have been dreading for, and of course I tagged along.
I was happy don't take me wrong, but imagine being the third wheel every single day, 24/7 with your two best friends. It's not fun.
So after two weeks of persuading, the couple finally looked for a bigger apartment and let Ashton come along.
I was happy though, when I came back to my dorm from my wandering and broken heart, Ashton was in the dorm with Katie and they already knew something and happened.
After all Ashton was my best friend, and although the summer was rough for us two, he understood. But I also clarified that there was no dating for me anymore.
Between me and him there couldn't be anything more than just a brother and sister relationship, because he was the only guy that I could actually trust, besides Luke.
And I loved him too much to lose him as my friend. He was too special.
I turned the lights on in the kitchen and blinked many times as the light hurt them. I stood there squinting at everything until I could see again.
"Why are you up so early on a Saturday?" I jumped as I turned to see Ashton rubbing his eyes.
"I ask the same to you." I say as I walk over to the coffee pot. I opened the cabinet and found the small white covers and put into the pot.
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