My Super Boyfriend 2 -- Keeping Up with You

VOLUME 2: { 26 - No Other }

TWT's NOTE: Short update with feels! Hahaha. Either later midnight or tomorrow for the part 2 :)

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Kayleigh //

I really can't wait to see Mikko today. After he ordered to transfer my stuffs on that condo unit, I haven't got a chance to talk to him! Umiiwas siya at hindi ko alam kung bakit. I don't know if he's tripping or something but I know for a fact that he's only just doing this for bullshitting me. 

Some of his friends said that he's playing football with others on the football field so I hurriedly rushed myself to go to him. He's getting on to my nerves really. Lalo akong naiirita sa kanya. 

When I saw him running back and forth there, I did not waste time but to purposely distract him by running towards him. Natigilan naman 'yung mga kalaro niya, actually siya din. Nung may papalapit na bola sa kanya, sinipa ko ito and guess what, that was a goal. The goalie tried to stop the ball coming from the net but good thing that that was a perfect shot. 

Nilingon niya ako pagkatapos makita 'yung goal na ginawa ko. Seryoso ang pagkakatingin ko sa kanya and promise, naiirita talaga ako kasi nakangiti pa siyang pang-asar! Ang sarap sabunutan. 

"What the fuck was that, bae?" He said irritatingly. 

"I think I should be the one to say that, what the fuck was happened last time when you went onto my house?" I asked him back. 

He took a deep breath then looked at me seriously this time. "You're not listening to me. I said you need to move to LeGrand but still you hasn't. How many times do I have to tell youthat, Kayleigh?" 

I shook my head and crossed my arms. "I said no. Bakit ba ang kulit-kulit mo?"

"Alam mo namang pumayag ang parents mo sa paglipat mo sa condo. Why are you making this hard for yourself?"

Hindi muna ako nakapagsalita dahil inaantay kong makaalis na muna 'yung mga kalaro ni Mikko kanina. Nagpatuloy ako nang makalayo na sila. "I know I'm making it hard but fuck, if I say no, it's final. I can manage myself. I don't want to dependent on you."

He shook his head and held my both hands. "So what if you'll be dependent on me? I don't care. You're important than anything else. Ayokong nahihirapan ka."

I let go off my hands at take a step backward. "Bakit ba ang kulit mo? Ang kulit-kulit mo talaga?" Hindi ko alam kung naiirita ba ako o hindi e. 

"Basta, dapat bukas doon ka na uuwi." Tinalikuran niya ako tapos naglakad papunta sa pinakamalapit na bench at saka umupo. 

"Why are you so manipulative? Nakakainis ka na!" Sa sobrang frustrate ko, sinipa ko 'yung bola ng soccer. 

"I am not being manipulative. I'm just doing you a favor." I feel in his tone that he's irritated as well. But I don't fucking care! Magmatigasan na kami ng ulo!

"Well I am not asking you a favor! Hindi kita totoong boyfriend so stop acting like you are!" Hindi ko na napigilang magtaas ng boses kasi naiinis na talaga ako. Pakiramdam ko hawak niya ako sa leeg 

Natahimik siya at hindi na ulit nagsalita. I dared to speak again. 

"Nakakasakal na 'yang mga ginagawa mo Mikko! You always know my whereabouts without me telling you what I need to do or to go. Wala kang karapatang gawin ang mga bagay na 'to kasi hindi naman totoong tayo. Yeah, pinangangalandakan mo sa lahat na girlfriend mo ako pero ni hindi ako nag-agree! You manipulate me as if you owned me or you bought me. It's like I don't have my freedom to enjoy myself! I hate this! I hate you!" Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili kong magsalita nang ganoon na lang. He needs to know what I feel now. Ayoko ng ganito. 

Nakatingin lang siya sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung namamalikmata lang ba ako dahil nakita kong parang naging soft 'yung facial reactions niya. It looks like I hurt him with my words. But hey, I'm just being frank!

Dahan-dahan siyang tumango at tumayo mula sa bench. Kinuha niya 'yung coat ng uniform niya at sinukbit sa kaliwang balikat niya. Dumaan siya sa harapan ko at tumigil saglit. 

"I'm so sorry for being like this. Don't worry. I won't ever beg for your attention nor telling to everyone that you're my girl. I'm sorry for being miserably in love with you. I think I still don't know the way to your heart. I won't force you to something you don't want to. I'm just an asshole begging for your attention though I know you still hate me. But now, I am hating myself for letting you feel this way towards me. " He stopped for a while then looked into my eyes-- it's transparency shows that he's hurt with what I said, damn. What's wrong with that? I'm just being real here. Ayokong siya na lang lagi ang nasusunod. "Just forget that I existed. 'Coz I'm now quitting on you."

And he walked away. 

Habang tinitignan ko siya palayo, na-realize ko kailangan nang tapusin ang lokohan na 'to. Pero shit, bakit nasasaktan ako habang nakikita ko siyang naglalakad palayo sa akin? The more na nawawala na siya sa paningin ko, the more na nasasaktan ako. Damn, what's happening on me?

I just realised myself holding my left chest with my right hand, feeling its own beat. I closed my eyes for a bit and when I opened it again, I ended jumping into conclusions that I am in love with Mikko Reimi Shadows. I'm just so stupid and proud not to admit it. 

✂  to be continued ...