°•:*false lovers: tyrus*:•°

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°c y r u s°

as tj answered, a conversation that started, i didn't want it to end.

tj: hello?

cyrus: hey tj...

tj: oh hi.

cyrus: i just wanted to check up on you, see how you are.

tj: i'm doing fine, i actually met this guy and i've been hanging out with him a lot now.

cyrus: oh really? i'm so happy for you, i hope you guys are very happy together.

tj: thanks.

cyrus: btw, what's his name?

tj: emery richardson.

cyrus: nice name.

tj: yeah, well i have to go, talk to you later.

cyrus: bye.

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after i hung up, my heart slightly broke. i didn't expect him to find someone that fast. but you know, it was my fault so i shouldn't be upset and i hope they are happy together.

but anyway, i should focus on neil anyway since i wanted to find someone new. he actually gave me the drawing of myself and i hoped to cherish it as long as possible and always take care of it.

but now, everytime i thought about it or tried looking at it, i would blush thinking about all the time and patience he put into it.

but i shook that feeling off and i continued to think about how tj is doing, i think i might be... no, never.

i can't be jealous, ugh!! this is so crazy! i seriously need a break from everything. it be nice to just be at a place, far, far away, away from everyone, having no worries or problems.

spring break was in like a month or two, so maybe i could talk about maybe travelling around that time.

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°t j°

i've been having so much fun with emery lately. but i'm not sure if i want to be serious with him. it would be too soon anyway. i've only really have known him for a day or two anyway.

i was going to see him again today so i wanted to talk to him about this, if he wanted to take this seriously now. as i was getting ready to see him, i recieve a new message from him.

/emery☺/

> hey tj.

hey emery. <