A Walk Through The Valley Of Shadows (ON-GOING)

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Memories

Joaquin

I can't explain how i exactly feel right now but i'm starting to blame myself about what happened earlier. Tito's right this was all my fault.

Nakaupo ako ngayon dito sa labas ng kwarto na kung saan nakaratay si Luana.

Luana's a good friend. She's indeed a good bestfriend or the Best Bestfriend to be exact. She never left me alone though sometimes i don't want to be with her, because i don't wanna hurt her feelings and i'm so stupid, I'm a freaking Dumb asshole to do that to her when all she does was Guide, help, and make me happy.

Mas lalong kinikirot ang puso ko sa tuwing inaalala ko ang kanyang napakagandang Ngiti, bakit sakanya pa? Pwede namang saakin ah, dahil saaming dalawa ako ang masama, ako ang walang kwenta. Hindi rin ako manhid, dahil simula palang alam kong may gusto siya saakin, and i don't know what to do, I can't love her more than friends, i don't want to force myself on something i know i can't do.

She's the best.

Habang nasa loob ako nitong ospital, mas lalo lang akong nasasaktan. Patuloy na nagf-flashback saakin ang lahat ng memoryang magkasama kame, and it really fucking hurt.

Dala na din ng matinding lungkot, hindi na ako nagdalawang isip at agad na akong tumakbo palabas netong ospital.

While i'm running, i suddenly felt tears escape from my eyes. I can't help but cry. This is so over, why does it has to happen to her?

Gusto ko na lang muna ngayong lumabas dito sa Ospital, Gusto kong magpahangin, Gusto ko mag-isip ng mabuti.

Habang tumatakbo di ko mapigilang makaramdam ng kakaiba. Cold air suddenly passes by and it really felt weird. It's as if someone want to stop me from running away, but i didn't. I continuesly run and run, away from this nightmare.

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"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" i burst into laughter when finally Luana ate the oreo biscuit that i made, tapped with toothpaste this is my first prank tho, and i can't wait to prank her more.

Instead of getting mad at me, she just stares at me full of disbelief it's as if she saw a Ghost or even worst, i can't help but laugh more at her reaction.

But the smile on my face suddenly vanished when she stilled in that reaction for like 10 mins, it's not funny anymore. It starts to creep me out.

"OMG!! weh nga OMG!" Luana said while pinching my cheeks and patting her hands into my forehead it's like she's checking if i have fever.

"Hey stop that, You're already creeping me out!" I just said without hiding the annoyance in my voice.

She's my only bestfriend, but she really annoys me most of the time.

"TEKAAAA!!! first time mong tumawa ng ganon ka lakas ah, Ano bang nakain mo? Okay kalang? may lagnat ka ba-"

"I'm not sick."

"Eh bat ang lakas mong tumawa?"

"What's wrong with laughing hard?"

This Girl is really crazy.

"TANGEK! first time in the history na tumawa ng ganon ka lakas si KINKIN the Great!" She said, making me laugh even more.