Two Sides Of Tova.

Nineteen.

  I didn't know how long the minutes passed by but I knew I didn't want to let him go.

He managed to lift me up, my legs wrapping around his waist. I kissed him with everything I had without letting go.

The was the best kiss I've ever had. Well my first kiss actually?

  My fingers found their way into his silky smooth hair tugging it lightly thereby pulling him ineffectually closer, deeping the kiss.

  I broke for air but he found the sweet spot just by my jugular. I moaned out loud holding him tighter than before.

I felt him sit on my bed with me straddling him after a while of endless smooching, we broke apart, raging pants filled the room as our foreheads touched.

  After a while of catching our breaths, I was still unsure of what had just happened between Jack and I. I didn't even know if I should bring up what had just happened or pretend to still be in love induced daze.

  I just held onto him and didn't want to ever break this moment apart.

"Are you alright?". He asked breaking the silence as he pulled his head apart from mine.

"Hmmm". I couldn't even form words.

  He chuckled lightly and held my face in his palms tenderly while stroking me cheeks with his thumb. It felt so good, just Jack and I alone and at last. I gazed at him and he at me neither of us breaking eye contact.

"You're the single most best thing that has ever happened to me Tova, I'm glad that that credit card fell at the mall that day". Jack confessed sweetly. "I like you a lot Tova, like I...".

"I like you vey much as well Jack". I cut in telling him of my feelings also.

  We just smiled at each other and within moments our lips were at each other's once more.

  He kissed with so much fire and vigorousity that I felt like I was melting in his arms. The amount of sparks and passion that flew out from me was enough to destroy every thing that I had kept inside of me since all this while.

I still straddled him and at some point, one of his hand trailed down from my cheek and held on to my waist and squeezed it lightly.

  I was high in this lust induced daze so much that I felt like if I didn't hold on tighter he might disappear and I will wake up from the dream that I was having.

  "Tova are you.......".

  Abruptly Dora came into my room to check on me and no doubt was she stunned at what she had just witnessed.

  In a matter of seconds, I immediately pushed Jack away from me like as if I had been doused in hot water. I fell on that floor only to realise that he had been holding me all the while.

I scrambled to get up with his help and we turned to face Dora who still had a look of astonishment written on her face. She just muttered one word to the both of us.

"Downstairs".

  She turned and left closing the door behind her. Jack and I looked at ourselves. I knew that I was screwed and with the earful that she's about to give me, I knew that I'll be grounded for life.

"It's gonna be okay". Jack said to me, he held my hand and pulled me out of the door, we climbed down the stairs and met Dora in the living room pacing about.

  She lifted up her head and stared at us with her piercing gaze at the sound of our footsteps.

"Sit". She said and we did. She cleared her throat, " Tova you just got discharged from the hospital about few hours ago and I, trying to be caring came into your room and found you cajoling. Don't you realise that you're still weak".

She continued, "And you Jack". She turned to him. "I'm very happy that you guys finally got together but can't you realise that she might need sometime to regain her self. And how did you get into the house". She cornered him.

He opened his mouth like a fish but closed it later. "The window". He mumbled.

  Dora just huffed and stood up, our gazes following her. She thought for sometime before she replied.

"Jack I appreciate what you did for Tova at the hospital but this sort of act I never want to hear of again. Any time you feel the need to see her the door is always open, next time you will be prohibited from seeing her. Am I understood?". She stated sharply.

  He nodded rapidly, I feared he might breaking neck from all that shaking.

"And you Tova". Sweat began to pour down my forehead. "You need rest, am I clear?".

I just nodded as Jack did if not more.

"Okay you may go". She stood up and left us.

  Jack released his breath and he faced me and smiled. "I thought I was toast but it turned out better than I expected".

"Are you okay?". I asked him while rubbing his arms.

"I'm fine but I probably should leave it's getting late and I didn't tell my parents where I was". He stood up much to my disappointment and left for the door but not before giving me a soft kiss on the lips sending me on cloud nine.

"Has he gone?". I turned to see Dora and I nodded.

"I'm going upstairs". I turned to leave and she held me assisting me as we walked up to my room.

  She laid me on the bed and moved to shut my window. "For emergencies". She smirked.

"I didn't ask you how it felt Tova". She asked all of a sudden.

Immediately my cheeks flamed up and I couldn't control the blush that flood my cheeks. She started poking me at my sides making me laugh, she was teasing and playing with me.

"But seriously was it good?". She stopped and  asked suddenly  interested.

"It was amazing".

  She smiled and stood up to leave the room, "Goodnight Tova for real this time".

"Goodnight Dora". I said and she closed the door.