somg for this chapter:
'mountains' by new rules
(repeat it)
• laiyas pov •
i tried not to look gabi in the eye. but i couldn't help it. i felt like i just betrayed all the people sat in front of me, and it wasnt even my fucking fault.
everyone asked me how it was and i just said we talked. lies. fucking lies. we played the game for another hour. elysia ended up making out with another boy, in front of her boyfriend, so they both went home. to different houses. i hope. i got ready for bed. i was too tired to care, so i threw on a sports bra, and pajama bottoms. kio ended up staying the night, along with cleo, in another spare room, as me and elle were in gabis room still.
it was at about 2am when i started feeling really fucking guilty. for gabi, danny, all the people i had fooled. i got up silently, and left our room. the house was dead silent. i opened dannys door slowly, and closed it behind me. he sat up in bed, and i went and lay with him.
"what brings you to the danny dwelling?" he asked. the innocence. he has no idea. i smirked. my throat was so dry. i couldnt form a sentence.
"i-" i spat out before my eyes filled with tears. i collapsed and onto dannys chest. he was so warm, and it felt so nice to be enclosed by his arms. i cried for about five minutes before danny asked what was wrong.
"i need to tell you something" i said quietly, wiping my tears away. "you have to promise me you'll listen to everything i have to say"
"ok.." danny said. my heart rate was all over the place
"so when i was in the closet with-" i drew in a sharp breath. "kio?"
"yeah.." danny said slowly.
"well i told him i didnt want to kiss him, because i like you and then because gabi likes kio." i spat out as fast as i could. "he kissed me" dannys face dropped. the silence was deafening. i couldnt take it anymore.
suddenly, i felt danny grip me tighter. he buried his head on my shoulder. he took a few deep breaths.
"are you ok?" i heard from him. thats the first thing he thought of? ion know if i deserve this.
"im fine danny, i just feel so terrible" he lifted his head up, and looked me square in the eye.
"can i make it up to you?" i whispered.
"yeah" he whispered back.
"how?" i whispered. before he answered, i felt his lips against mine, and his hands on my hips. i felt the same feeling as the first time we kissed. it felt like fireworks. either that or hes eaten pop rocks. he was so gentle, moving slowly, but still exciting me. i felt my heart flutter wildly.
then, he switched me round so i was under him on the bed. fuck stop it now stop stop stop! he continued kissing me, and more pop rocks exploded. while we kissed, i traced my fingers up his back. i felt him shiver, and i laughed slightly. i got his shirt hooked on my nail, and i began lifting up eveeerrrr so slowly. he shivered again and laughed. he moved from my lips down to my neck. now it was my turn to shiver.
i lifted his shirt off completely, but i was only wearing a sports bra, so he couldnt do the same. instead, he tried the my pajama bottoms. he eased them down slowly. all this time, my heart was going a million miles an hour. slow the fuck down pleassseee. lucky i chose the laciest underwear i had. coincidence? yes. he stopped to look down at me. he stared me in the eye. then he carried on kissing me.
after a while, he stopped. we looked at each other and smiled. you are one special boy danny. we didnt say anything to each other. we didnt need to. he rolled over next to me, and i lay my head on his chest. my bottoms and his shirt were still very much humanless. i remember closing my eyes, and danny kissing me on the head.
"i know you didnt mean to" were the last words i remember before falling asleep.
gabi, however, had a very different view.
