song for this chapter
'god is a woman' by ariana grande
(repeat it)
• laiyas pov •
he kissed me back gently. it was a heartfelt kiss, and it was sad. i could feel his heartbreak. he rolled over onto me gently, and placed his hands on my face. we moved at the same pace, our lips interlocking perfectly. he played with my hair. i stopped for a second.
"if we are going to die, i want to do one last thing." i whispered into his ear.
"what is it?" he whispered back.
"i want to finish what we started." i whispered. i looked at him. he looked back.
"laiya i dont have anyth-" he said
"it doesnt matter. if i die i want to have done this with you" i wasnt willing to get pregnant, i just trusted that even if danny got me pregnant, it wouldnt matter because i loved him. do i love him? yes.
"we are most likely gonna die anyway" i said.
he went back to kissing me. but this time, i wanted to do something for him. i flipped us around, and straddled him. i kissed him slowly, and then i lifted his shirt off, he did the same for me. he slowly unclipped my bra, and it fell off. uncomfortable. but i might as well. i lowered myself, and i took off his bottoms.
i didnt break the kiss, while i lowered his underwear with my feet. he slid off my pajama bottoms, and i wasnt wearing any underwear ( it was going to be bed before kio came ). i could feel him against my skin, warm and soft. i broke the kiss. i looked him in the eye.
"you ready?" he asked. i dont know. what if its really bad, like last time?
"yes" i said. he felt around, and i suddenly gasped in. i could immediately feel what i felt before, except this time it was better. maybe because im on top?
i kissed him again, and slowly started to move up and down. it stung a bit, but most of the pain melted away when danny placed his hands on my hips and helped me.
he looked at me and nodded. he helped me with the right rhythm, and i got it right. i must've because he started moaning, and then he let go of me. i paced quicker, and he started making more noises. it was uncomfortable because elle and gabi were probably dying in the next room, but i couldnt hear screaming. danny gripped the sheets tighter, and started calling my name. i was starting to get hot myself.
once the pain dissolved it was an amazing feeling. i couldnt stop. suddenly, danny switched it up and rolled on top of me.
he kept moving, and it was my turn to grip the bed tighter.
again, everytime i tried to speak, i moaned instead. i managed to spit out his name a few times.
"laiya im close" he said, in between moans.
"me too" i said.
i felt an immense pressure build up inside of me, and then something happen down there. i couldnt see, but i screamed and then it was a sense of relief.
suddenly, i felt a gush of warm liquid inside of me, and danny groaned loudly.
