The reunion

All over again

It was silent for a few minutes Will just stared at me unable to shake the look of disbelief from his face.
George and Alex were clearly nervous, and I just felt like heaving.

"Will...I..."I began but I could talk my voice just broke into a whisper and I didn't know what to say to him.

He seemed shocked that I was talking to him taken a back almost. I could see the slight shock wearing off as anger rose in those Gorgeous eyes. 
(Luckily the diner was completely empty except us so no one would have to sit awkwardly through our argument)

"You don't talk to me. You didn't have the fucking decency to break up with me in person. What kind of fucking person breaks up with someone through text?"he shouted his anger noticeably increasing by the second.

"Calm down Will" Alex exclaimed trying to settle his fury but Will completely ignored him.

"You fucking broke my heart y/n! You completely fucking tore it up , ripped it to shreds , stomped on it. You said all that shite about us being fate and destiny and all that time you were talking complete utter SHITE" he screamed tears starting to stream down his face.
I couldn't help but do the same he looked so broken and all because of me.

"Will calm the fuck down. You don't get to come here and ruin the night it's been three years for fuck sake "I could tell George was slightly scared by the way Will was acting I was too none of us had ever seen him like this before and it was terrifying.

"take a breath mate."George said in a much calmer voice "just go home, it was a stupid mistake inviting you both here we should of know it would have ended like this"

"It's ok George , I'll leave. Thank you for what we had of tonight and you Alex thank you for inviting me. It was good seeing you both"I whispered shakily , getting up and leaving after looking at there sad sorry smiles. Will avoided looking at me. I didn't blame him. How could I.

I glanced back before walking out the door and saw him sitting next to George and Alex with his head in his hands as the other two tried to comfort him. I quickly left stepping out into the cold air silently sobbing to myself.

I ran back to my flat I didn't care that the rain was pouring down soaking me to the bone , sobbing all the way. How could I have caused so much pain to one person.
His words echoed in my head
I arrived back at my flat and locked the door behind me and began to sob loudly.

Every cry ripped through me like a dagger cutting me open with ever bit of guilt , anger , sadness and love pouring out of me. I just hated myself.

Why the fuck did I have to hurt him?
Why the fuck did I have to hurt myself?
Why the fuck did I have to hurt everyone around us?

I crumbled to the ground , tears uncontrollably streaming down my face I was frozen , a disgusting, broken mess on the floor.

Fuck everything.

I lay on the floor , my head pressed on the carpet it was just like that terrible day all over again.

Day of the breakup 5 years ago

I sprawled along the sofa thinking of what to do.
It had been about 3 months since Will had to move and we still hadn't seen each other.
Our only connection was through text and calls and even that was starting to get limited. He was always busy or I was always at work we just didn't seem to have time for each other anymore.
What was worse though was the feeling that our relationship was crumbling I just didn't feel as strongly for him recently and the feeling of guilt was ripping me apart. 

I knew what I had to do.
I'd been thinking about it for a while now.
At first the thought of it felt completely ridiculous but the longer it was the more I realised was the right thing to do for both of our sakes.

So I pulled out my phone and started typing.

No.
No, no , no , no , no
What have I done.
Instantly a wave of regret hit me and cut through me like a knife.

Tears gathered in my eyes and began pouring down my face I couldn't help it I'd just lost everything that I loved , everything that I cared about , Everything that mattered ,everything that was keeping me going.

I felt numb and collapsed onto the hard , cold wooden floor like a disorientated , twisted pile of clothes.
I sobbed and sobbed knowing that I would never get back what I had just destroyed.

Wills POV (day of the break up)

Its all over.
Everything we had.
Fate , destiny. it was all utter shite.
Fuck it all.
She can go fuck herself.
She was just using me the whole time.

She showed me what love felt like but she also showed me what a broken heart felt like.

Lies.
She lied.
She promised.
She promised forever.
But everyone promises forever until they find someone better.

She was my favourite hello and hardest goodbye.

She still makes me smile even though she's the reason I'm sad.
Why the fuck did I let her in?

Was it her cute ,little contagious laughter or her eyes that I could stare into forever.
Or just everything about her.

I'll fucking show her.
She'll regret the day she broke up with me.

I already regret it.

She meant something big to me
I know it will never be the same but I'm trying to tell my self I'll be ok

I loved her.
I love her.
But she left like there was never any reason to stay.
Can I ever stop?
I don't know how to forget her.
The memories destroy me.

I feel like I'm falling apart. She was the only thing holding me together and now she's gone.
And the sad thing was I actually thought she was different.
But What can I do?
Who can I tell?

She broke my heart
Cut it.
Burnt it.
Destroyed it.
Stomped on it.
Crushed it.

I just wanna cry with you
But I can't.
Because if we were together I wouldn't be sad.

Meeting you was my favourite accident
But It was all a giant mistake.
But all the memories we made.

Fuck them.
Fuck everything.
Fuck y/n.

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