The reunion

Our little secret

We drove down the empty roads , the bright lights of the city burning my eyes as I stared blankly out the window. Not one of us had said a word since we left let alone look at each other.
Why was this all happening to me?
What had I done to deserve this?
All so fast as well.

"Look , I'm sorry ok" Will said suddenly breaking the silence and bringing back the awkward tension of our conversations.
I still didn't know what to say so I continued looking out the window.
"What do you think? You think I meant to fall for you all over again?
I decided to finally look at him but his eyes were now focused on the road I still said nothing though till I noticed us taking an unfamiliar turn.
"Wait , this isn't the way home."
"I wanna show you something".

...

After we'd drove some more and walked up a HUGE hill I found myself looking over the whole city of London and it looked so beautiful. I couldn't let it distract me though there was more important things we needed to talk about.

"So how many girls have you brought to this spot?" I said sarcastically tipping my head back to look up at the start night sky.
"I only come here alone , until now" he replied in a solemn tone looking over at me , making me shake my head and scoff to myself.
"Oh , you are good , that sounds so great when you say it like that, you must know that right?
You haven't changed I mean, what is the difference between what just happened..."
"The difference is you" he said cutting me off.

I shook my head smiling slightly making it even harder for me to get out my next sentence.
"Look if you've come here to tell me that we can't possibly be together I'll save you the trouble , we can't possibly be together"
" is that what you want"
"No , I can't just stop my feelings for you" I say letting my emotions escape for the one thousandth time in the last 3 days.
"You shouldn't have to, why let Alex and George push you around , it's not there choice" he said looking right into my eyes.

"Well what do you want?" I asked curiously. I hadn't really heard Will tell me about his emotions since this whole situation had started , it had all just sorta come from me and I desperately wanted an answer.
He said nothing for a while just sitting sighing to himself and I couldn't take the stalling I needed an answer. "Just say it. If you love me confess it, if you don't then please say it, the confusion is killing me.
Can't you feel the love in my eyes for you, but know I'm hating myself for having feelings for you, please I need an answer the uncertainty is tearing me apart.
Stop acting stupid and say it, please.

"I want this, I want all of it. The pointless bickering, the long walks , the late night calls, the good morning text. I want the funny pictures of you, calling you names. The joking, the wrestling, the fights the long messages after we make up. I want to be one of those inseparable best friend couples that people make fun of us and are like "your still together?". That's what I want. With you"

"You are crazy"
"I'm crazy about you y/n!" He said smirking making me snigger.

"Okay" I sighed "this is how we're gonna do this , rules"
He nodded but I could see a look of confusion behind his expression.
" rule number one: no more shouting"
"Done"
"Two: no more fighting"
"Cross my heart"
"And three" I sighed sadly. " if we're gonna do this no body , and I mean absolutely no body this time can know , at least until I find a way to tell George and Alex. I has to be that way."

"Yeah , you know your quite cute when your bossy"Will said making me shake my head. I swear to god could he not be serious for two seconds.
"I'm serious Will"
"So am I , your really , really cute" he said as we both burst into some sorta laughter.

It died out eventually and I found myself once again admiring the twinkle of the city lights until I couldn't resist it anymore.
I grabbed his face softly pulling him down to my level and kissed him.
Of corse I bloody kissed him.

Wow. How about that. Officially back together well officially back together in secret.