The reunion

Its not up to them

Wills POV

"Y/n" I said confusion covered my face , why was she here
She said nothing she just looked at the ground tears silently pouring down her face. What had those two idiots said to her.
She was hurting, hurting bad and I didn't know why.
"Y/n tell me what's wrong" but she still persisted to look away from me.

I stretched my arms around her tightly hugging her like I always used to. But she pulled away just looking at me with pain in her eyes and shook her head.

Y/n's POV

How do you tell your ex boyfriend that you still have feelings for that you can't talk to them anymore because someone told you so? You can't.

"W-Will we can't talk anymore"I stuttered barely managing to form the words.
"No , no y/n why are you saying this? what happened? Will questioned pulling me into the flat.

"Look , I talked to Alex and George and ...."
"They asked you to do that? They told you to stay away from me" he said clear hurt in his voice.

I nodded silently and he just scoffed. life was just getting too complicated a few days ago I hated Will then i liked him again then he likes me again then Alex , George and him fall out then they tell me to stay away from him! But I can't!

"I think it's for the best Will , that's what they want" I said rubbing my arm nervously "I think there right , I don't want it to go back to the way it was I don't want to feel the same pain I felt three  years ago
Because I can't lose them again I had nobody" I said looking at him with a look of pleading help , I think he got the message even if I didn't know what it was myself or perhaps I did know I was just hiding it from myself.

Tears continued to roll down my face and I continued to wipe them away.
"Is that what you really want?" he said staring to sound more upset "y/n , it's not up to them".

" I wanna be like this but I don't wanna lie".
"Please y/n for one in your life would you think about yourself rather then everyone else".

"Your right" I murmured giving into his hug " I'm not letting them control me but can we not tell them just yet"
He smiled "of corse whatever you want to do"
"I'm gonna go it's late"
"Stay if you want"
"No really it's fine" I said walking towards the door I didn't wanna get too close to him I just wanted to be friends for now for the sake of George and Alex.

He gave me a goodbye smile and I waved back as he began to shut  the door but then he stopped half way.
"Oh are we still on for tomorrow?"

Why not? Just two friends having a fun night out together it happens all the time , completely normal nothing else then that.

"Yes"
" ok good I'll pick you up at six"

I smiled again and walked off down the corridor feeling good again. But then I remembered what I was doing to Alex and George I was a liar an awful friend and I could help but feel bad. But I couldn't stand life without any of the boys so I guess I'll just have to keep up the act till I find a way to tell them.