The Pain Inside.

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[Unknown date, 2020]
8:25 Pm.

P.S. I feel, still.
And silent.

Little by little,The pain inside,Eats more,Like a ragging monster,Eating away my heart

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Little by little,
The pain inside,
Eats more,
Like a ragging monster,
Eating away my heart.

I suppose it once tasted nice,
For it was pure and whole.
But as pain sank it's teeth inside,
To take a bite,

Bitterness spread,
Like poison.
Eating away the flesh,
Leaving nothing behind.

A tear leaked from my eyes,
Followed closely,
By another.

My lips trembled.
The very lips,
That had told those lies,
That had caused the horrendous
pain inside.

My eyes closed,
I took a breathe,
Wishing I could wrench
this heart away.

Away and out,
From where it's trapped,
In a body covered by skin that bleeds.
Scars decorate, skin of mine,
Which hides the sorry sight inside.

But it stays rotted,
Firmly in place.
As if glued inside my body,
Dispte the disgust and pain.

The darkness that meets my eyes,
At the start of each panic attack,
Reminds me,
Of the broken pieces inside,
Making me bleed.

That pain will never leave.
I am a prisoner,
I learn to live.
Carrying a heart that sinks,
Like a great ship.

But though a hopeless romantic,
I smile with grace.
I learn,
Somehow,
I learn how to live.

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