A Confusing Mess.

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[16 February, 2020]
10:01 Pm.

P.S. I've got to study and yet,
It seems like there is this mist,
Inside my head, that won't go away.

Another poetry based on a
Thought.

Carefuly invoked feelings,Far too many,Felt at the same time

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Carefuly invoked feelings,
Far too many,
Felt at the same time.
Trying to hide,
To express less.

Where to push these feelings?
For they can't be pushed out.
I've tried and tried, to hide
them behind a smile.

But every one in a while,
A tear leaks out.

Troubling thoughts,
Express these feelings even more.
Or rather, these so-called phases.
This grieving because of a certain
Bad memory.

Staining a perfectly laid memory,
Being made, unable to fade.
Where to find, sparkle, bright enough
To hide these stains, ruining my memories?

They were to be happy ones,
But mostly, I can't understand,
What they are meant to be.

The very fact,
That I can't understand,
Causes this heart,
To feel lost,
While tightly held.

And when I feel lost,
Everything becomes
A mess.
Certianly not too pretty,
If not bitter.

And so I try to shut off,
This mind. To find,
A way, To push
These thoughts
Away.

And not feel,
Confused, lost,
Like a mess.

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