Due To Reality

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[10 March, 2020]
7:59 Pm.

P.S  I wrote this when a elder sister of mine
was going back home. She lives in another city, married, a mother of a gorgeous baby boy, and though I was happy for her, and always am. Saying goodbyes still hurt.

Though I try to shut off my mind,Reality slips in, Every once in a while,

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Though I try to shut off my mind,
Reality slips in,
Every once in a while,

Causing a hollow pit inside to grow,
Leaving me, overwhelmed,
And raw.

An ache awakes,
Spreading like angry fire,
To spread wildly.
My heart breaks.

I purse my lips.
Not a single cry,
Leave, or better,
Escapes.

Tears filling my eyes,
But unable to fall out.
Now isn't the time,
To show my grief,
And let them out.

And so I wait,
And the pit inside grows.
Each breathe of mine,
Becomes hard to take.
And to think, for even a second,
Feels like a mistake.

It isn't time yet,
To let go of the tears.
Or to express the
dull ache inside,
Spreading away.

A deep breathe I take.
Eyes closing, not a
single tear escapes.

Building a wall,
Around my heart.
Sealing my mind,
Traping away,
Each thought.

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