Gangster love (Bts Taehyung Fanfict)

∙°∙°Chapter 10 ∙°∙°

"What?" asked Jin in a low voice while he blinked away possible tears. "I... Um... Im sorry..." you said as you kept your gaze focused onto the world outside the car. You focused onto the blooming trees extending everywhere, each branch connecting to another like veins, connecting to keep you alive in this case the trees are connecting for the heart of the earth. Your thoughts splattered across the walls of your mind you couldn't focus on anything it was like blurry messages written with blood. The blood on your hands... The blood from Hoseok.

"I AM FUCKING SORRY OK!! JUST LET ME LEAVE I WON'T FUCKING BOTHER ANY OF YOU AGAIN" you howled like a wounded wolf before your brain could process what you were saying or doing. Jin put a hand on yours and hushed you. After that simple gesture he quickly went back to the empty expression from before.

Putting your head down, you felt your lids getting heavier and heavier with sleep, pain, tears, regret, memories....

What's wrong with me... I try to help once!!! But naaah I have to ruin everything... His dead because of me... What's... What's even... I... No this is just Ugh can't I just jump out the car I mean what is there to lose. All the boys hate me Taehyung has a fiancé so what am I losing ...my parents and friends think I'm dead anyway soo...

You thought to yourself for a bit.. If you jumped now... You would land into the grass as you were right next to the side of the road so you wouldn't get... Too hurt right? Taking a few deep breaths you gave jin a quick look and pretended like you opened the window yet you opened the door.

"Y/N WHAT THE F-" he yelped try to reach for your hand but he was to late you jumped. Your heart was stuck in your throat as you jumped into the tall grass tumbling down the short hill. It was painful not going to lie. Your shoulder was most likely crushed and the rest of your body was just bruises and cuts.

"ok I'm good... The hard part is done... Now where do I g-" you whispered to yourself as you felt something dripping down your face. Shakingly you tapped your forehead and Brought your hands before you.

"well shit.. My heads bleeding too lucky me" you growled at yourself as you dragged yourself around looking for a direction to head in.

Concentrated on a location you felt a pair of strong sweaty arms grab you by the waist and pick you up bringing you back to the side of the road. The only thing your brain could pass through is panic yet the little shock slowly calmed down as you felt a familiar smell enter your nose.

"Y/n you idiot what's wrong with you?" murmured Jin completely annoyed as he put you back into the car and he sat in his seat too.

"god damn... You are hurt... Look at -" he spoke calmer as he touched your forehead and moved the blood between his thumb and index finger.

He shook his head and put his keys in contact and began driving again looking at you constantly to make sure you don't jump out again.

You got this weird feeling in your stomach and your whole body got weak... Slowly your eyes began to fall into darkness. no matter how hard you tried to keep them open darkness still creeped its way inside. "Y/N!" he screamed again but stopped and took a deep breath and quickly focusing on the road again.

"That's probably for the best" he whispered as he now finally shed a few tears.

You woke up in this weird white room... It wasn't even a room more like a huge white space... You were wearing white silk hospital pj's. Looking around fear infiltrated your mind as you felt something warm and sticky on your hands. Out of fear you didn't dare to look. A strong metalic smell hit you and you could already picture what it is... Blood.....

Looking down at your hands, shaking out of your mind you wipe it off onto your clothes but it wouldn't come off. You tried everything wiping it on the floor, the walls. Nothing..