Gangster love (Bts Taehyung Fanfict)

𑁍Chapter 16𑁍

"Right.... of course" I sighed looking at my men trying to figure something out.  "You two have to go, they will be looking for you" Jin stood up as he began pulling out his laptop to check certain locations.

"There is one country that they won't go to, they are banned for fraudulent actions" snapped Kook as he wrote something on a piece of paper,"Go here... we'll take care of the rest" he smiled and pushed me and hoseok towards the door.

"Go... seriously both of you are my maknaes so I need you both to be safe" Smiled jin softly as he hugged me and hobi tightly.

2 months later [Your pov]

You've began to miss Tae...his smile, his soft warm hugs, and that damn apple and vanilla smell he had lingering around him like a spell, a spell designed to make you fall for him.  It's been so long since you've heard from him... he doesn't care tho.... if he did why isn't he coming to find you huh?...

"Sweetie wake up dear" the sweet voice of your mother's awakened your body although your mind was already up. "Hey mom" You opened your eyes stretching your body letting your bones crack to life.

"Me and dad will be out at the company the whole day, I left you food in the fridge okai?" She smiled softly making you feel her protective aura. "Mom I told you, you don't have to do all these things ok? I'll be fine alone!" you reassured her making her nod and run off.

"looks like boss is giving me a day off huh?" You looked at your phone and scoffed. Spending your day doing nothing but cleaning to keep your mind off things, but it all rushes back in when you sit down and just think... for just a moment.

A sea of rash thoughts and memories all plastering over your skull, Flashbacks of moments where all you could hope for was death... those haunted you like ghosts. Let's not forget the worst sin you committed.

You killed him.

You took away a precious life.

how can you even live like that? what's wrong with you? do you even deserve to be happy, look at you? pathetic?

"STOP STOP STOP JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" you scream at yourself, looking at your face in that foggy mirror, you hate that face, that freaking face got him killed.

The warm air around you felt like it was suffocating you, making you feel like your drowning in oxygen, without any acknowledgement the soft skin of your fist split and cracked against the cold, rigid mirror.
At first the crack in the glass was small, barely the length of hair pin. It shined almost bluish in the subdued light that filtered through the window.

But that's not enough to make you feel alive, once again your fist comes in contact with the glass shattering it into tiny fragments as your hand ached in pain. The pain made you smile... a weird sensation of happiness hit you making you laugh out at yourself. strange.... strange indeed.

Tae's pov

"Come on... come on Tae" Spoke hoseok softly as he carried my limp body. "Hyung... I swear they were prohibited from coming in ths country" I whispered barely getting my words out. "That's what we thought... maybe we can get some help from one of the citizens" He suggested as he walked down a road that lead to a few blocks of house's. I hummed in agreement with him. "Hmm 267 sounds like a nice number! " He laughed trying to lift up my mood. "Let's try then." I coughed against his back letting my eyes close as hoseok began to knock on the door.

Your pov

As you began cleaning the glass giving yourself more wounds than before, covering your hands in blood and deep cuts, you heard a series of loud knocks at the door.