Gangster love (Bts Taehyung Fanfict)

❦︎ꨄ︎Chapter 15 ꨄ︎❦︎

"Tae" You blurted out in shock as you rushed to him dropping everything you were holding. "What happened?" You asked concerned as his cold paws held onto your wrists. "Hm? nothing." He mumbled, his voice dry and warry. It was clear that something has happened. The way his soft tanned skin was filled with the purplish colour like a distorted canvas, His limbs seemed as if they were pulled apart from their ligaments, everything about him in this moment seemed so painful. 

"Stop lying to me Tae!" you snapped annoyed as you cupped his puffy cheeks, his puppy eyes looked down in shame. The brown pools looked back up into your curious eyes. "I'm sorry..." He managed to whisper. For some reason his soft tone made you feel guilty. You wrapped your arms around his bulky back as you pulled him on to the bed. 

The silence reminded you that you were mad at Tae for barely being present, but of course you couldn't snap at him yet...he was too hurt. "Stay here ok?" you stated soothingly as your small palms flattened the top of his flocculent hair.  His mouth opened to oppose but you already fled the bed and rushed into his bathroom. 

Hmm where does he keep his first aid box? 

You wondered around his monotone bathroom, checking through all his cabinets until you found a rectangle box on top one of the cabinets in the far right, It seemed way too high for you but luckily it was near the toilet. "I can climb this right?" You whispered as you lifted yourself up on the toilet seat. Holding onto the wall for balance you tiptoed and took hold the First aid box. 

The toilet seat began to shake so you instinctively  tried to restore your balance, The tip of your feet slipped off the plastic seat, making your fragile body collapse to the floor like a broken porcelain doll, The back of your head was hit against the solid ceramic. Waiting for a few seconds you stared at the celling in shock of what an idiot you were. "Baby?" you heard Taehyung's worried yet quiet voice from the other room. "Nothing happened, stay there!" You reassured him as you threw yourself up off the floor and immediately took hold of the box and ran out of the bathroom ignoring the intense pain in your lower back. 

You positioned yourself between his legs as you wiped his face with the clean disinfecting wipe. The discomfort in your back was becoming quite obvious since Tae held onto your lower back gently massaging it. Once down cleaning his face you put cicatrisation cream. Your hands trailed to his shirt, about to take it off but Tae held your hands. "Don't I'll do it alone" He whispered as he took the first aid box from your hands. "But-" you tried to speak up but he walked off into the bathroom, leaving you baffled. 

What's wrong with him, what's wrong with me?  

The realization of how naïve you are hit you, why did you take him back? when he'd hurt you so bad? and hasn't even given you a proper reason? All his given you is stupid riddles and twisted quotes. You sat on the bed annoyed at yourself for being so easy on him. 

After a few minutes of self hatred Taehyung came back in with a soft smile which both annoyed you but also put your mind at ease. "What's with that face?" he asked confused by your furrowed eyebrows. you raised our head letting the anger built up in you to rise to your cheeks painting them red.  "You barely stay with me..." you whispered and moved further away. 

"Oh, I'm sorry  but I am really busy trying to fix everything." he sighed as he came closer and tried to touch your hand. "No that's not it! not only that you barely spend time with me, but you also never told me why you left me!!! and I just forgave you like a complete idiot" You words came out harsh and painful as, droplets of tears ran down your puffy cheeks. 

"Then break up with me, if you don't forgive me, leave me!" he responded with words just as harsh, yet his tone gave away the pained truth. 

"You...never loved me right...?"

The question remained unanswered as you got of the bed and ran out, slamming door after door crying your heart out you ran into Suga, just before the front door. "Whoa whoa, what's wrong?" he asked confused, ignoring his words you left the house. 

Streaming tears cleansed your red cheeks. Few droplets remained, forgetting their way as the path was swept from beneath them, consequently blurring the your vision with waves of sadness only the broken encounter. The salty release calmly flowed into your mouth so that you could taste your own sorrow.

Bitter. Unforgiving. Pain.

Limp extremities creaked and cracked under the pressure of your body. Your lifeless corpse navigated the unclear forest path, your mind flowing with memories of the past...

Your parents.. 

Your friends.. 

Your old life...

You miss them, you miss everything you had before Taehyung...all he did was bring you pain and sorrow... You took out your phone and tapped in your mothers number. Putting the cold metal piece to your ear, you beat into your lip nervously. 

"Hello" Your mothers soft and welcoming voice came through the speaker. "Momma...." you chocked on your tear as you crouched holding your chest in pain. "Y/n? Y/N?! honey bear?!"She panicked gearing your voice as you heard your dads dramatic gasp in the background too. 

"I'm....coming home momma..." You whispered as you felt your heart break and ache. 

1 week later

It's been about two years or so since you haven't seen your parents...and since they thought you were dead... back in your native country, you roamed the streets of your neighbourhood searching for "267" at the end of the road...there it was, your childhood ....your place of refuge. Taking your courage into your fist you strolled to the porch. 

You've got this Y/n

Filling up your lungs with oxygen you knocked against the blue wooden door, you cold hear all the commotion inside as both your parents ripped the door open and jumped on you like kids. "HONEY BEAR" they screamed in chorus hugging you tightly, as you could smell your moms cooking of her clothes and your dads earthy like smell....these small things made you feel so at home. 

When they finally pulled away, with faces washed over by tears, they both looked at you worriedly. "What happened to you...honey bear" Asked your dad tucking a piece of your hair. The question....had no answer...you had no idea what really went on. "I was dead....gone...for a while...but I am back and that's what matters" You giggled as your parents frowned not really satisfied by the answer. 

"You must be so hungry!!" Gasped your mom as she pulled you in the house and your dad ran in past you and sat at the table like a dumb kid. Since you were young your parents were always childish and goofy to be around, and they always took so much care of you. To think about it, they could never hurt a fly, they were so pure and you're glad their your parents. 

Taehyungs POV

"I'll go to japan alone" I stood up in the middle of the meeting, as everyone looked at me shocked and worried. "Are you dumb? you're being so reckless since Y/n left!!" Jin scolded you as the others nodded. "Exactly what's wrong with you?" Frowned Jimin. "I won't be alone, Hoseok is there remember?" I rolled my eyes at the obvious fact.  

"About that...Hoseok is back...he finished all his jobs in japan" Whispered Yoongi as he looked away. "And no one thought that I should have known???" I screamed at them as Hoseok entered the room raising his hands. "What's wrong boss? you don't want me back?" he laughed it off making me feel slightly guilty. 

"What no! of course I want you back hyung!" I smiled surprised and hugged him tightly. "Aw how cute baby bro!" He giggled and ruffled my hair making me feel slightly happier, while the other boys were aweing like idiots.

A ding echoed throughout the room as everyone got a message at the exact same time. I slowly read over the message, lifting my head up to meet the concerned faces of my men.

"It's about you boss..." Gulped Jimin. "And about hoseok..." Added jungkook quietly.

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Authors note:

Hey guys!! sowy for always updating late!! thank you to everyone who has stuck through from the start!! I really appreciate it!!!

see you in the next chapter!!!