Every girls eyes turned toward the front doors. It was as if the room went silent as jaws dropped. There they were the infamous five. Zach Herron, the youngest of the group, all around player and was known to get any girl to do his homework. Jack Av...
I sat there with a stupid smile on my face. But in a few seconds replaced with anxiety, why did I kiss Jonah? I'm the one who pushed him away. I should know better than all of this. Suddenly I felt like I was put into the same position I was all those years ago, contemplating on being with Jonah and not wanting to go through with any of it. Of course I still want to say no, but the last time I did, we ended up doing the opposite and through it all, I got hurt. Yes Jonah did too but I know for a fact, Jonah didn't stop being a fuckboy. For a while anyway. There are plenty of girls who made the infamous boys, now private account.
Jonah's old Instagram from high school was now private to cover up his past and a new one was made. Unfortunately for me, I still followed the account for a while and I know for a fact, Jonah parties harder now than he ever did, and more girls are on him than before. I know better than to fall for him again.
But every time I make a decision, he somehow turns it around. I sighed and flopped on the couch not sure of what needs to be done. He could be with any other girl right now. Any other girl. He could have planned a back to back thing. He could be doing something I never gave him a chance to because I didn't trust us getting that far. He probably does that on a daily basis. I bit my lip the reality of it all hitting me, this could have been some experiment or some old thing to see if he could get with me again.
Axel jumps up on the couch and lays beside me. I noticed how skinny he's gotten, he's barely eating anymore. I took a deep breath and prepared myself to call the vet but then I get a notification on my phone:
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I throw my phone to the ground and ignore whatever other things Jonah has to say.
