sometimes, I'm not supposed to say bad words

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A million lights surround me
As I open up my door
And view the world abounding
As I leave my point and soar
Across and into distances
Enclose my inner nior
I feel color astounding
Me, yet more and more

And so, I seek past places
That one cannot fully reach
Unless they've sampled creations
From the land, the skies and seas

I trust myself now
I bend to the earth
I bow down

I do so much
So little
And yet both at the same time

No god, am I
No receiver

No faith-holder,
No believer.

But as hardship lasts a million miles
I tap my head, my shoulders,
My heart.
I clasp my hands
And lower my head
And pray.
For myself. For this day.

I don't ask for help from a savior;
I beg the me in I for myself.
I degrade when I lack hope
And attempt to get the future
Of me to grant me mercy
For all the ways in which I've wronged
And marred my life's journey
Just by meaninglessly deciding
Something selfish just for thee

Never regret a single thing
Or 'regret' will follow 'heartache'
And a thousand lines of a thousand things
Will cause none but 'despair' for yours to take

Now write me off as a silly lie
Written from a liar
Who does none but lie and lie
'Till none can lie any higher
After you have written me off as such
Take a look at your position
And see that one who must have started low
Has sunken past indecision

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