Killed by My Stalker (Complete)

Chapter 25: The Will to Live

If I just endure it a little longer, I will probably survive...

The numbing medication was diluted with water and my saliva, so it was difficult to determine when the drug would work.

Sheze's face popped into my mind. I felt extremely guilty about this situation, but knew what I had to do to save myself and Miss Koran.

I soon moved my fingers to my slit and began pleasuring myself like a true slut and had Teacher watch me spread myself with my fingers in front of him.

"What a slut, you are...How many men have you slept with?" Teacher asked as he panted heavily.

"Only one, but he did not make me feel good like you," I said coyly.

Teacher removed my fingers and examined my overflowing oasis.

"Enough teasing," Teacher said as he licked my soaked fingers.

I could no longer drag it out anymore.

If the numbing medication would not work, I would just have to use my body to make him tired no matter what kind of pain I had to go through...

"...Please use your long hard thing on me, Teacher," I said with tears in my eyes.

I'm so sorry, Sheze...

"You are a true slut...You are nothing like her," he said as he slathered my crotch area with his own juices.

He then rubbed my entrance with his tip and sat it at my entrance. After setting it in place, he grabbed my waist. I braced myself by grabbing the bed sheets as his thing slowly began spreading me.

I soon felt his hold over my waist loosen. He began spasming all over.

It worked...

I kicked his side with my knee and got on top of him.

"What's wrong?" I asked with a devious smile. "You look as if you lost your strength."

"...You did something to me, Lilian!" Teacher said angrily.

I began tying his wrists together with some rope I found.

"I gave you a taste of your own medicine!" I said as I pulled pulled a long hair accessory I had hidden in my hair out.

My hands shook terribly because I had never tried killing someone before.

I know that I should take his life in order to make sure that he does not come after me again, but I hesitated and stabbed deep into his thigh.

"Lilian!" Teacher yelled at me.

I soon went and grabbed the keys to the cell and ran to the dungeon to find Miss Koran.

"Lady Lilian, where is that man?" Miss Koran asked.

"...I dealt with him," I said as I went to help her up.

When we got out of the building, my legs started to feel numb from ingesting some of the medicine again.

"Lady Lilian!" Miss Koran said worriedly.

"...I am fine. I accidentally swallowed too much numbing medicine," I said.

"Numbing medicine? We should get you far away possible," Miss Koran said as she propped me upwards.

"Lilian!" Teacher shouted.

His hands were now free. He came at us with a sharp knife much like the one he used when he first killed me. Miss Koran tried to protect me by covering me with her body. I did not want her to get hurt even more for my sake, so I quickly pushed her to the ground.

Teacher had tackled me and pushed me down a cliff. We had rolled down the steep cliffside together in each other's arms. In the midst of falling, the knife he had brought dropped beside us. Unfortunately, Teacher's reach was greater than mine, so he was able to quickly snatch the blade and straddled me afterwards. He pierced ground with his knife beside my neck and breathed heavily.

"Lady Lilian!" Miss Koran screamed from above.

This is it...There is no way that I can escape this now.

"My **** was an Angel...She would never hurt me. Even though you look like her, why can you not be her?" Teacher asked.

Why is he still looking for the old me even though he hated me enough to kill me in the first place?

"...Are you going to kill me again because I let down your expectations of me?" I asked.

"...Again? I knew it. You were her," Teacher said as tears fell down his face. I was completely shocked by how sad his expression was. It almost made me feel pity for him despite the hell he put me through. "You were my Angel...When I was being tortured by society, you were my only haven. You always approached me with sweetness and innocence like a child. Even though I knew you could not love me in the same way I did, I was content with our relationship as student and teacher, but then you started making friends and forgot all about me. I was the one who protected you from the filth of the world as your Hero. Me! It was all me! I cannot understand why could you not let me continue being part of your world? If only you accepted me that day I showed you my feelings, or at least not have shown me kindness then, things would not have gotten so convoluted, and I would not have killed you. It is all your fault for rejecting me..."

I thought being kind to him and forgiving him was helping him. Little did I know, I was driving him to a corner with my kindness. I should have been more direct with him and forced him to get the help he needed that I could never give to him.

"I did love you at one point...It was because of you that I could make friends and believe in the kindness of others. Even now, I still look back at the happy moments we shared together," I said as tears filled my eyes. However, I could never accept him because I could not love him any other way. "You were my Hero...and my first friend."

I recalled those days when he had just started out tutoring me. He was a kind older brother figure to me back then. If only those days lasted forever...maybe things would not have gotten so messed up.

I probably deserve all of this suffering and more. Teacher was a kind person before I corrupted him...

"It took you so long to realize it...You corrupt everyone around you with your obnoxious halfhearted kindness, but that is also one of your good points too. It was what made me fall for you in the first place...However, I cannot let you live if you are going to belong to someone other than me. It will be better to kill you while you are still pure and in my arms again...Do not be lonely because I will surely find you and be right beside you in the next life," he said as he held the knife with both hands and raised it over his head.

I am always like this...

I always gave up halfway and leave things unfinished. That is why I could never make a true friend and relied on others to protect me all of the time, making my life full of regrets.

Will it continue just being a life full of regrets?

"Lady Lilian!" Miss Koran shouted.

I suddenly recalled Sheze's face.

Sheze is the only person I did not have any regrets with...That time I approached him and spent time dating him were the happiest moments I had ever experienced.

I bit my lip and gathered the last of my strength despite the numbness in my arms and pulled the hair accessory lodged in his leg out. I then stabbed in his abdomen and then went for his throat when he crouched over. Blood squirted from the wound on his neck and sprayed me all over my face and body when I removed the lodged accessory from his neck.

He released his knife. I dodged the blade by a hair before it pierced the ground.

Teacher held his throat as he mouthed 'I love you' to me as he fell by my side.

I finally won against my stalker...but also felt as if I was broken somewhere deep inside of me.

To save myself, I killed another living being and that person just happened to be the person who used to be the center of my world.