Killed by My Stalker (Complete)

Chapter 5: Gentle Caresses

"W-Wait...I am a virgin," I said as I pushed his chest.

"...Do you want to stop here?" he asked as he teased my insides with his fingers again.

It was unfair to ask that while he was doing such a thing to me...

Stop now?

According to the novel, I was set to die very soon. I doubt that I would be able to experience a true romance or meet a partner like him ever again. Also,  the aching pain I felt in my center did not seem to calm down despite my own reservations. I want to at least linger in his memory even if it would be for a short while.

I wanted to continue despite everything...

"Please be gentle," I begged.

"I will try," he said as he kissed my forehead.

He laid me back down and suddenly raised my bottom over his lap.

"Let's share this moment where you lose your virginity together," he said as I went to hug a pillow. I saw a white fluid dribbling his pole and found it a bit unnerving that there was no sign of protection being used. I was just as reckless because I terribly wanted him inside of me as soon as possible. He grabbed his pole and placed it at my center. I watched him slowly move his hot thick phallus into me. A slow and painful sensation began taking me as his phallus began disappearing into me. He tossed my pillow away and laced his fingers with mine. "Call me Sheze...What name do you prefer for me to call you by?"

I tried some breathing exercises while I tried to get accustomed to the foreign matter invading me and spreading me apart.

"Lilian..." I replied.

"Lilian," he repeated after me. My heart clenched slightly at hearing him say my name. I also squeezed him from below. "Lilian, you are squeezing me too tight...I might not be able to move if you do that."

I tried loosening up my body while he nibbled on my ears. He used his weight and forced himself in me inch by inch.

"Sheze..."

It was extremely uncomfortable with how slowly he was going. It was oddly a bit tormenting as well as rewarding at the same time...

"Lilian, I am going in..." Sheze said.

He put in a strong thrust that made me feel as though I had split into two. I heard an almost inaudible ripping sound of where we were connected. It was a terrible stinging sensation that brought me to tears. I had dug my claws into his back as well.

I felt completely full of him, but he was sadly only a third way in. It seemed that his overly impressive size was his downfall. He pulled back slightly and revealed the bright red marker of my virginity. The scene was so perverse to me. I never imagined that I would watch myself lose my virginity while in the midst of doing it. This man is a true sadist who knows where to make me feel good as well as embarrassed at the same time.

"Sheze..."

He kissed my forehead tenderly as if he was asking for forgiveness for being so cruel earlier.

We locked lips while he did not move. Was this sex? It did not seem very complex if two people just had to stay in one position. I was anticipating a bit more, but this must be it. It is not very exciting...

"Lilian, I want to move," Sheze said.

"Move?"

What else was there to do?

He suddenly pulled back his hips and suddenly pressed forward in quick motions as if he was pummeling my insides with his heated rod. The stinging pain was filled with a tickling sensation that seemed to incite my entire body.