August Alvarez
"Alright everybody love you all." I'm really just addressing my family.
As I walked into the dark parking lot making it to my car, I felt someone push me up against the driver side door. I looked down seeing that its Cheyenne. The look she has in her eyes is something I haven't seen in almost a year. With the will power I have doesn't want to give it to whatever temptation she is trying to put off.
"What is it Cheyenne?" I said not looking at her. I know if I do, I will crumble under everything. I need here, but I don't. Not even sexually would fix everything.
"Let's just go home, and you know have some dessert." she said seductively.
The biggest question is do I really want to go through with this? I still love her, but having sex will not fix our issues. I know that I'm not the only one, but I do want to feel if anything is there for her. Then again, I still get to hit though. I'll take the risk for this last time.
"Sure."
I woke up naked next to Cheyenne. It didn't feel good, it doesn't feel like the first time. There is no love between it, no passion. She fell asleep on my chest holding on to me. I look over to my side of the nightstand and see her phone laying there unlocked. I know Jada said not to go through her phone, but the temptation is still there. Her phone kept dinging. I got out of her grasp so I can at least shower, then head to the gym with Jevon and Jada.
"Where you going babe?" Cheyenne woke up.
"Taking a shower, then Von coming to get me so we can go to the gym." I said going into the bathroom, and turning on the shower. As I pulled the curtains back, I turned the water on and started the shower.
"When will you be back?" she yelled asking me.
I got under the hot shower, washing away what I did last night. To me it wasn't sex with my wife. It was more like a one-night stand. An overly drunk one night stand. The type of drunk were if she was supper ugly I would still hit.
"Maybe in two hours, why?" I asked. Now she wants to be involved in what I do. Acting brand new because I'm finally taking care of myself.
"Okay, do you want to go out to eat afterwards. There is this really good place I go to for lunch that I want to take you too." She said.
After washing my body a few times, I got out of the shower. I dried off a bit, then placed the towel around my waist. Cheyenne walked in still naked looking good. She always had a great body since junior year of high school. I put my hair in a messy bun, and started brushing my teeth. She got into the shower herself, while I finished brushing my teeth.
Once I put on my Nike sports bra on some underwear, I put on some white basketball tights, my Celtics basketball shorts that stops above my knees, white socks and a white Nike tank. Then I slipped on some jogging pants, and a black zip up jacket. Cheyenne came out dried off of and walked up to me, grabbing my jacket before I zipped it up and pulled me into a kiss.
"Have a good work out." she said.
She put on one of my shirts and went in the living room. Wide eyed and shooked, baffled, discombobulated, just fucked up. I put on my Lebron 16 Equality shoes, and grabbed my gym bag.
I grabbed my phone seeing that Jada texted me. Her and Jevon are outside waiting on me.
"Um, I'll see you in a little while." I said grabbing my keys. I left the apartment still in disbelief of what happened. I got into Jevon's truck going to this gym my stepdad owns.
"What's up Aug. How was last night?" Jevon asked.
"Cheyenne and I fucked. Guys when I tell you she didn't know who I was when I walked in. She legit thought I was somebody else. Once she realized it was me, she became real touchy. Like in the middle of dinner, she grabbed my dick through my pants. Then later on cussed out the waitress because she was flirting with me Cheyenne became really possessive with me. I woke up not too long-ago and she didn't want me to leave to be honest. Right before I came out, she just pulled me by the jacket and kissed me."
"Because that dick changed her life." Jada laughed, "Kidding, well I don't know actually, but she just acting brand new. Not going to lie you went from where my hug at to a woman asking if they can have your babies."
"Damn so I was one of those." I laughed shaking my head. "That's that bullshit."
We arrived at the gym, and got out of the truck "Bro don't listen to her. You had some hoes. Your eyes for one, your personality is great. You are just a family oriented, home bodied type of person. But once you find your element around people you are comfortable with, you are a ball of energy."
"Awww, you tryna suck my dick ain't you." I laughed in the basketball area taking off my gray sweat pants.
"Shut yo gay ass up so I can beat you in basketball." He said tossing the ball over to me.
Jada
Jevon
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Under the Influence
RomanceSometimes being medicated eases my pain from reality, but doesn't fix anything. Although it sedated my insercuities, that's only temporarily. - August Alvarez