I fear not being good enough.
I fear not having a good person to talk to, run to, love and hold.
I fear being broken by the one person I trust the most on my happiest day.
I fear not being the one you call yours.
I fear you, when you take your bottle and turn it upward allowing your feelings to drown in burning liquid.
I fear myself when I take it to the next level and finally become the worst thing I've feared.