But, Isn't This Wrong (Completed)

Chapter 9

Sha'Tanya pov

After the nurse said I can go I darted into the hallways thinking of where Claudia would be because I need to explain to her that I didn't kiss Bonnie. I decided to check are lockers first, so I start speed walking past people to get to are lockers. Once I got there I saw that she wasn't there and that her stuff was still in it, so thankfully she didn't leave the school grounds. I started to think real hard, where would someone go to hide from people and to cry? The bathroom!

I started to jog to the nearest bathroom and walked in. As soon as I walked in I heard sniffling. "Claudia?" I called out. "It's me Tanya" I said after a few seconds of silence. I immediately got a reply, "Go away and leave me alone. I don't want to talk to you" Claudia said in a angry but quiet tone. Even though she said go away I won't. I need her to know the truth about what happened.

I look under the stalls and see her feet, I walk up to her stall and say "please just give me a chance to explain". "I don't need an explanation, I know what I saw, you were kissing that girl!" Claudia said in an angry tone. I start getting a bit mad, she can't just yell at me and not let me explain. "You can't just start yelling at me and not let me explain!" I say raising my voice a bit. 

I hear Claudia take a deep breath in and let out a long sigh. The stall door then unlocks and Claudia walks out, I back up a bit so we're not to close to each other. "Fine. Explain, you got 5 minutes". I take a deep breath in and let it out.  

Claudia pov

Tanya then takes a deep breath in and let's it out. "T-that girl that you saw me with." Tanya said slowly, I never heard Tanya stutter before, she always seems so confident.  Tanya continues "S-she... She was my ex.She broke up with me before I moved here, because she believed we couldn't make long distance work."

 So you we're kissing your ex, is what I wanted to say out loud but I said i'll let her explain. "So why was she here then?' I asked. "I don't know why or how she got here. I never even told her where we were moving too." Tanya says with a puzzled expression on her face.

"Anyway, I was avoiding you all day, after what happened yesterday. So I was going to get my lunch and head to my car and eat, but I heard someone say my nickname only she calls me. She came up to me and started hugging me saying how she missed me. She pulled away and kissed me while I was still in a shocked state. You probably ran away at this point, but I pushed her away and we started arguing and then she left." Tanya says. I stand there trying to process what she said, I didn't know if I believed her or not.

Tanya walks up to me and takes my hands into her owns and looks me in the eyes. "Claudia you have to believe me, I didn't kiss her. She forced herself on me. Plus I told her that... I like someone else." Tanya says. I look down feeling disappointed she liked someone else. "You shouldn't even care" a small voice in my head said. "Who?" I ask her in a small and quiet voice.

Tanya takes her finger and lifts up my chin and we look at each others eyes. Tanya then says one word, "You". My eyes widen and I feel a small smile start to creep onto my face and I feel my face start to heat up. "Tanya, you already know that my family and I are christian. But I can't deny this feeling. I don't know what this feeling is, but it's something for you." I say blushing even more. I start looking around the room just trying to avoid eye contact with Tanya.

Tanya moves my head towards her again so I will look at her. " I'll help you explore this feeling, and we can take it slow ok?" Tanya says starting to lean in. I look to her lips then to her eyes. "But, isn't this wrong?" I say leaning in a bit too, even though the voice in my head is screaming at me to pull away and end this. "Not at all" Tanya says before closing the small gap between us.