paroxysm | j.jh

15 - Narration

S A V A N N A H

I breath heavily as I stare at the clear sky up above me. Sobrang daming stars and it looked so good. Sobrang nakakawala ng isipin at stress. The corner of my lips lift a little as I felt a little pang of pain in my chest.

Jaehyun oppa is annoyed. He went somewhere with that Kisha bitch. I so hate her specially the way she talks! Ang pabebe.

I balled my fist as memories flash to my mind.

Flashback

I was walking my way to Jaehyun's building because I sneak out from my class again just to see him during his free period. He usually just stay at his classroom since he wanted to study more. Being a law student sure is hard.

"Hi Savannah." Napalingon ako sa ilang estudyanteng lalaki na bumabati sa akin gada madadaanan ko sila. Kung paanong alam nila ang pangalan ko ay hindi ko alam. I just stared at them blankly and didn't respond.

Who are they to call me and distract me? Only Jaehyun deserves my sweet smiles and my full attention.

Girls were staring at me too. I walked with poise and have my chin raised up. Growing up, I was always showered with praised because of how I look. Having a Korean Dad and a Russian Mom sure did something good with my visuals. Hindi ko sinasabing ako ang pinakamaganda, I'm just saying that I have a unique visual. Halo kasi.

When I arrived near their classroom ay napansin ko ang ilang kaklase niya sa harapan ng room. They were teasing each other and some are just watching. Sa klase nila ay masasabi kong madaming gwapo. Masasabi kong palakaibigan si Jaehyun since he get along well with his classmates. Pero kakaunti lang ang close friends and I know them since I often see him hanging out with them.

"Minghao oppa!" I shouted the name of one of his closest friends. Napalingon sila sakin at saglit natigil ang harutan nila. Ang ilang babaeng nanonood sa kanila ay napatingin din. Sumama ang mukha nila at nagtaasan pa ng kilay. Hindi ko pinansin yon at hindi nagpa-apekto. They're not what I came here for.

Minghao oppa walked towards me as I smile sweetly at him. I know, I said only Jaehyun deserves my sweet smiles, pero nagagamit ko din kasi 'yon to get other people to give me what I want. And besides, I'm doing this for my baby Jaehyun!

"Savannah... you're not allowed here. Jaehyun will surely scold you again--" I pouted then held his arms.

Minghao oppa is the nicest among Jaehyun's friends. Malambing ang boses and he corrects me in a nicest possible ways.

"Where is he oppa?"

Hindi pa nakakasagot si Minghao oppa ay naglapitan na din ang ilang kaibigan pa ni Jaehyun. Sumimangot ako ng may gumulo ng maayos kong buhok. I glared at the smirking person.

I don't like his attitude at all. He's also my least favorite among Jaehyun's friends. Bad influence kasi at minsa'y nayayaya pa si Jaehyun sa pambababae.

"Jeon Jungkook." I muttered his name with annoyance. He showed me his famous killer smirk. I admit that he is handsome. Pero hindi ko siya type! Mukha siyang bad boy and he's also a playboy so he's totally not my type.