paroxysm | j.jh

67 - Narration

S A V A N N A H

"Where are you going, Savi?" Napalingon ako kay Hani nang tanungin niya ako non.

"Detention. Late ako kanina e." I said. She chuckled and Mark too. Si Lucas wala ulit dahil may ka-"date" nanaman daw. I think Hani's really sad right now but I don't know what to say to her. Hindi ako maalam sa mga ganong bagay e.

"Sige sige, ingat ka pag-uwe mamaya ha!" Hani then she waved at me. I gave her a wave too. Nagpaalam naman na ako kay Mark.

I walked towards the main library because Eunwoo were there and he asked me to meet him there. Sasabihin ko sa kanyang hindi ako makakasama sa kanya dahil I have detention.

Nang marating ko ang main library ay medyo madaming tao sa loob. Halo halong course ang nandon. As I walk to the tables, eyes were fixed at me. Hindi ko naman binigyang pansin ang mga matang nakamasid sakin.

Nang makita ko ang familiar na likod ni Eunwoo ay naglakad na ako palapit sa table kung saan siya nakaupo. I was planning to startle him but my eyes diverted over the other table.

Natigilan ako sa nakitang mga nakaupo ron. It was just their backs but I definitely know who they are.

Jaehyun and Kisha.

Natulala ako sa kanilang dalawa. Kisha was leaning closely towards Jaehyun at may tinuturo pa kung ano sa binabasa nila. I can't see what's Jaehyun's expression right now but I should just ignore it.

I sighead and composed myself before walking slowly to Eunwoo's table. I sat beside him and smiled brightly.

His eyes were staring at Jaehyun's and Kisha's when I sat down. Pero agad din namang nilipat mula sakin ang mga mata niya.

"Y-You're here!" he said. Nagulat ata na nandito na ako.

I smiled a little then nodded.

"I can't join you today." I said. Pinipigilan ko ang sarili kong lumingon kila Kisha at Jaehyun dahil alam kong masasaktan lang ako. And I'm not a sadist.

"Why?" he asked.

"Detention. I was late this morning in my first subject." I said.

"What? I thought your teacher will be absent today?" tanong niya gulat pa rin dahil sa parusang nakuha ko.

I chuckled, "Yeah. But Doyoung oppa still want me in detention after dismissal."

"I think his very strict because you were late with me. I bet he won't react that way if you were with Jaehyun."

That idea also got into my mind in some reasons but I just shrug it off. I think Doyoung oppa won't be that childish to detention me just for that.

"I need to leave already! See you!" I said when I noticed that I need to be in detention.

He waved so I left to go my way. When I was about to go outside, I bumped into Luna.

"Savannah." she said.

I raised my eyebrows at her and didn't respond.

She smirked at me.

"Did you see Kisha and Jaehyun somewhere? I really need to ask them something." she said obviously teasing me.

"No." I lied.

"Oh... okay! Jaehyun's really shy when he asked me the favor to ask Kisha to switch partners with me. I really think he's ready to do his move now." she said.

Ngumisi ako pero hindi ako masaya. I chuckled but it doesn't have humor in it.

"You do know I don't care, right?"

"Are you sure? Well, I can say Eunwoo's a great catch too. Too bad he isn't him, right?" she was smirking and I balled my fost in irritation.

I knew she was right in some point but I'm really really trying hard to get over with my feelings towards him.

"Yeah, too bad and too bad you're also so pathetic to still stay beside Kisha even after what she did to you." I bumped into her shoudlers when I walked pass by her. Hindi naman na siya nagsalita pa dahil mukhang natigilan siya.

I don't have time to wait for what she'll say next. And besides, she pissed the hell out of me when she said that Jaehyun asked her the favor.

How could he!? What is he planning this time? To make me fall in love with him again and then what? Left me hanging? Ano bang ginawa ko sa kanya!

Ang pinakanakakainis, bakit ako nagseselos? I should get over him! Pagod na ako malungkot at masaktan!

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