paroxysm | j.jh

68 - Narration

S A V A N N A H

I wasn't really in the mood while I'm walking my way to detention. Feeling ko nawalan ako ng kaluluwa sa sobrang lungkot. My mind is a mess at the current time. I don't know what to feel exactly.

Was that all a lie? All the things Jung Jaehyun said to me, was that all lies?

I shrugged the thought off then just walked towards the detention.

"Oppa." I greeted Doyoung oppa when I entered the room. No one else was inside. Mukhang ako lang ang detention sa oras na 'to. Baka may dadating pa mamaya pero wala na akong pake don. I only have 1 hour and 30 minutes to spend here. Might as well use it as a benefit. Matutulog ako!

"Late ka." he said sternly. I pouted, nagpapacute para lang wag ako ma-extend. Gusto ko talaga makauwe at umiyak sa huling pagkakataon. Charot.

"Yaan mo na oppa. San ako uupo?" I asked him softly. I always sits whenever I want but today's Doyoung oppa will be the one to choose the sit for me. Para naman hindi na niya ako i-extend.

He roamed his eyes around parang talagang iniisip kung saan ako papaupuin.

"Sit right there." he said pointing the sit three sits away from where he is. Tumango naman ako at hindi na umangal pa.

Pagkaupong pagka-upo ko ay sumubsob ako agad at sinimulang matulog. While dozing off, I heard muffled voice of people talking but I didn't even bothered to look who it is. Probably some students that have detention too.

I FLINCHED a little when I heard some noise and raised my head slowly. I just woke up from my nap.

"Sorry for waking you up." I got stunned when I heard his voice. Am I dreaming? What is he doing here? I roamed my eyes and saw that it's already dark! How many hours have I been asleep?

"What time is it?" I asked in panic.

Kahit naguguluhan ay tumungo siya para tingnan ang relo niya.

"Uhm, 7 : 30 pm." he said. Nagulat ako at agad na tumayo para sana umalis pero agad siyang nakalapit sakin para pigilan ako.

"Hey hey, calm down love. What's wrong? What's with all the rushing?" He asked softly and a bit worried. Gusto ko matawa habang nakatitig sa mga mata niyang mukhang nag-aalala. How can he do it so well?

"None of your business." I said sternly and was about to pass by him but he didn't let me to. He took a hold of my arms and stopped me from my tracks.

Agad akong nainis dahil don. What is his problem? Nauubos na talaga ang pasensya ko! I almost believed all his lies and even considered to really just give him another chance!

"Hey, why are you mad again? What did I do this time?" he sounded so sincere and even sat down at one of the tables. Dahan dahan niya akong hinila papunta sa harap niya.

He looked straight at my eyes and I tried to avoid them. He sighed heavily before holding both of my hands massaging it carefully.

"What is it, Love?"

I sighed heavily and tried really hard to ignore the shivers it sent to my spine when he called me, 'Love'. Jung Jaehyun is really good playing this game.