paroxysm | j.jh

38 - Narration

S A V A N N A H

I stared at myself at the mirror. I noticed that I lost weight. I haven't eaten much that's why. I shrugged my shoulder dahil ayos nga kasi mas lalong gumanda ang katawan ko.

It's almost the time of dismissal that's why I'm getting ready. Shempre 2 weeks akong nawala kaya kelangan nakapang-awra ako ng malupit lupit ngayong magkikita ulit kami ni Jung Jaehyun.

When I heard about how strict he is about what the girls wear, I try and lessen to wear revealing stuffs. Namili pa nga ako ng damit na di gaanong revealing dahil nalaman kong ayaw niya noon.

It's a big adjustment for me actually since I'm the type of girl who loves to show skin. The type of girl who tease boys but will never give them what they want.

'You can look but you cannot touch if you're not Jung Jaehyun'

But that's before... ngayon without the if you're not Jung Jaehyun part na. Hindi naman ako ganon ka-tanga. Napapagod din ako.

I walked towards my closet wearing only my undies. Hehe, yeah I stared at myself wearing just a bra and panty. Weird ba? Cute kaya.

I ended up wearing a black sando and fitted jeans. Hindi ko alam kung malamig mamaya pero bahala na. Na-miss ko umawra kaya ayos lang siguro 'to.

My phone rang when I was trying to tie my shoes. Almost ready to go out and meet my friends. Haneun's calling, awas na siguro.

"Yep?" I answered her call.

"Saan ka? Dismissed na kami! Nagiintayan nalang." she said. I even heard muffled voices from the other line. Mukhang madami dami na sila don.

"Almost ready. Whiplash ba? San? Sa mall? Don nalang tayo magkita." sabi ko pa at sunod namang itinali ang kabila kong sapatos.

"Yeah, doon."

Saglit na natahimik ang kabilang linya kaya tiningnan ko kung binaba ng gaga. Baka abang ako ng abang ng sasabihin tapos pinagbabaan na pala ako e. Pero hindi, the line is still going on.

"Huy."

"Jaehyun oppa is coming. Is... that alright?" she was hesitant.

I chuckled. Bakit ba siya kinakabahan na sabihin 'yon? I was meant to meet them after their class. I expect him to come dahil member naman siya ng NCT! Gaga talaga 'to si Hani.

"Of course it's alright! I'm okay, Hani. Calm down, malakas to."

Sinundan ko pa 'yon ng tawa. Actually, i'm a little nervous and hesitant to go and meet him. Pero sooner or later naman kelangan ko din siyang harapin so it's better to do it now than later diba?

Nang matapos ako sa pagsasapatos ay tumayo na ako and went to get my wallet. Napadako ang mata ko sa orasan at napakunot ang noo. My eyes soon diverted to the calendar just to be sure. Monday ngayon and it's just 5 pm. Pero bakit sasama si Jaehyun?

"Wait, bakit sasama si Jaehyun? 7 pa awas non." I told Hani.

"He'll skip class."