Drystan's Alair

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"I'M sorry." I pleaded. Until now, Alair is just sitting there, staring at no where. She's now talking after I..I...I kissed her, on the lips. I really don't have any idea why I kissed her. It's just, I want to shut her up. Sinabi ko lang yung mga bagay na yon, para umamin siya bakit siya nagagalit saakin. But, I admit, I liked the ki---No, I loved it.

"Alair." Nakita ko napaigtad siya sa paghawak ko sa kamay niya. Nakalapat ang mga kamay niya sa lap niya. I really don't know how to talk or to approach her right now. I just kissed her and I think, it's her first kiss. But I saw her closed her eyes. She pushed me at first then after a minute, she closed her eyes earlier. Does that mean...

She also liked the kiss?

I shook my head. No, no. At this situation, I can't give a damn if she liked my kiss or not. I'm looking at her, and she's just staring at her hands.

"Alair, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to kiss you." I said, in a begging voice. Narinig ko naman ang pagbuntong-hininga niya. Please, look at me Alair.

"I'm sorry Alair. I really am, baby." I bit my lower lip, I called her endearment on purpose. I'm counting inside my head.

One...

Two...

Three..

Then at last, she looked at me. She's wrinkling her chin, again and I find it so damn cute. I noticed that her chin wrinkled automatically whenever she's trying to stop herself from crying and it's cute. Really cute.

"Baby, you're so kawaii." My eyes widen because of what I've just said. Did I just...Did I just tell her that she's cute? Kumunot naman ang noo niya and her eyes are asking what I said.

I told her cute, in Japanese. Please baby, tell me you don't understand what I said.

"Po? K-kawaii?" She asked. I feel relieved. Nagsalita na din siya, sa wakas. I thought hindi na siya magsasalita. It's such a relief that she talked.

"Nah. Don't think about it." Nag-eexpect ako na magtatanong siya ulit, but I forgot that I kissed her, and I think, I made her more upset now.

She's about to look down again when I stopped her by holding her chin up. There, tuluyan kong natitigan ang kanyang mata. It's teary.

"Baby." I called her. She didn't speak but she's looking at my eyes since I'm holding her chin.

"An I your first kiss?" I know that she's shock in my question, because her eyes widen. She quickly pulled away at lumayo ng bahagya saakin. She bites her lower lip causing me to look away. Drystan, behave. Please don't kiss her again.

"Y-yes." She answered. My gaze turned to her. I can't hide my smile. I know that it's not good because I kissed her without her permission, but on the other hand, I'm happy that I'm the one who tasted her soft and sweet lips. The first and the only.

"Y-YES." Sagot ko sakanya. Tinanong niya kung siya ba ang first kiss ko. Wala namang mawawala kung aamin akong siya talaga diba?

"Meron! Yung first kiss mo nawala!" singit ng isang boses sa utak ko. Hawak hawak nya ang baba ko kanina but because of his question, lumayo ako. Nag-iwas siya ng tingin kanina but after I answered, he looked back at me. And now, nakatitig na siya saakin.

Nakita ko ang pag-angat ng gilid ng labi niya. Natutuwa ba siya dahil siya ang first kiss ko? Pinagtripan niya lang ba na halikan ako? Does it have a deeper reason? Hindi kasi ako humalik pabalik. Pinagtatawanan niya ba ako sa utak niya dahil hindi ko alam kung paano humalik? Baki----.

"I'm glad that I'm your first." Naputol ang pagdating ng mga katanungan sa isip ko nang sabihin niya ang mga salitang yon. Napaangat ang tingin ko sa mata niya, hinahanap ko ang sensiridad, dahil doon ko malalaman kung totoo ang lahat ng katagang kanyang binitawan.

"Baby. I'm serious. Even though you didn't kiss me back. It's understandable since." Linapit niya ang mukha niya saakin. Nahigit ko ang hininga ko dahil ilang dangkal nalang ang layo namin sa isa't isa. I think if one of us move, our lips will touch again for the second time. "Being me as your first kiss, is like I'm receiving an award. I'm honored baby. I'm really honored to kiss those lips of yours." He said. Uminit naman ang pisngi ko. I saw him looked at my cheeks, and his lips curved into at smile.

Bumalik na siya sa dating posisyon niya and starts staring at me again. Naiilang na ako sa paraan ng pagtitig niya. I looked away at hinanap ang hand bag ko. Tumayo ako para kunin iyon. It's already quarter to eleven kaya, malapit na ang lunch time, may tatapusin pa akong trabaho sa accounting department.

"Where are you going?" Narinig kong tanong niya sa likod ko. Sumulyap ako sakanya at nakita ko siyang nakatingin saakin. I'm wearing an office attire. A pencil skirt and a formal blouse. Nakita ko ang pagbaba ng tingin niya kaya kinunotan ko siya ng noo. I noticed his adam's apple moved upwards dahil sa paglunok niya. Bumalik naman ang tingin niya sa mukha ko. He smiled at me. Ilang beses ko na rin siyang nakikita na nakangiti and I'm glad na marunong din pala siyang ngumiti.

"I have also a work to do Sir. I'm your employee here." Napansin ko ang paggalaw ng panga niya then he rolled his eyes. Nagulat naman ako sa ginawa niya. Are you a gay Sir? You just rolled your eyes at me.

"Tss. Okay. I'll call you when I need you." Hindi ko naman mapigilan ang pag init ng pisngi ko nang sabihin niya yon. I feel like it have a double-meaning.

When I need you.

Pinilig ko ang ulo ko para mawala ang ideyang iyon. I cleared my throat and look at him.

"I'll be going then Sir." I said at tumalikod na. Pinakawalan ko ang hiningang kanina ko pa pinipigil as soon as I stepped out if his office. Damn you Drystan!

Naglalakad na ako palakad sa elevator nang madaanan ko ang opisina ni Ms. Dizon and her words that I have forgotten on the past hours came again. Napabuntong-hininga ako at ngumiti ng bahagya before going in the elevator.

I'm in the middle of thinking when my phone beeped.

From: +63935************

Have dinner with me tonight. Save my number too.

It's really clear that this is Drystan. Sinave ko nalang number niya of course with his name. His second name.

I'm about to put my phone back in my bag when it beeped again. Tinignan ko iyon at nag-init nanaman ang pisngi ko.

From:+63935*******

Nice ass, by the way:).

First, he stole my first kiss and now my ass!

Drystan, you pervert!