𝓛𝓮𝓽'𝓼 𝓯𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓲𝓷 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 [EXO school/Lay FF]

Part 2. How he feels about me:

After yesterday I kept thinking about how Yixing looked at me, how he got everyone so quiet even though Baekhyun, Chen and Chanyeol are REALLY loud...but even though he behaved so rude towards me. I know that this is not his true self, maybe something bothers him, maybe he is hurt, maybe that's how it is and I shouldn't annoy him. 

He is handsome and seems to be confused very often, he gets jokes late and just give the boys a "hah" without real emotions. I don't know but there's something weird with him. 

As normal student, I got ready early this morning and took the bus with my new friends Soovin and Yeejin.

We've talked about Yixing and they told me he didn't act like this until the beginning of this year. I kept asking but no words from both, they said they didn't know him either and they were not friends with him or something. They said they just attended some classes together, that's it.

We took our stuff from our lockers and went to our classes together.

At lunch time, we went back to our lockers puttinhg our unnecessary things inside.

We had lunch and  I went to the school yard alone and sat under the cherry blossom tree. I listened to some music through my earphones. The warmth of the sun and the comfy atmosphere, I enjoyed it completely.

Leaned to the tree I closed my eyes. I had a great time until there was someone calling my name. I looked up and saw the boys walking towards me. 

Tao:

"YAH HYOJIN!!! WHY THE HECK DIDN'T YOU SIT WITH US AT THE CAFETERIA?"

Hyojin:

"W-What?"

Jongin:

"Yeah. You ignored us..."

Hyojin:

"Huh? I didn't see you guys. I was in a serious conversation, so I couldn't even know when I would see you. I'm sorry."

Chanyeol:

"Listen up lil girl, our school holds a ball soon. Because you're now one of us, we need to practice every spare time we have. We need to play at the ball. Understood?"

I took some time and  then nodded.

Jongdae:

"Aaaaaaaaaaand?! Who's your date?"

Luhan hit Jongdae on his shoulder and they laughed. 

Kyongsoo:

"Both dumb as hell...why am I even friends with you guys?"

After a few dumb jokes and talking, we went back to class until school ended at 3:45pm.

After school ended,  some students stayed for their club activities or studying.

Everone of the school band met at the band practice room. We've had a conversation about how we would play at the school ball.

4 people...and I was the only girl between 3 boys who didn't give a damn about me. Yifan and Chanyeol are the only one talking with me, Yixing didn't care...but Yifan just needs to talk when he needs to.

So Chanyeol and me were having a proper conversation. 

It went like this for days.

One day I couldn't stand Yixing being like that to me without any reason.

Hyojin:

"Why the hell are you behaving like this Yixing? I don't remember bothering you or something. If you don't like me just tell me..."

He looked really madly at me, until he finally spoke.

Yixing:

"Just because of the band and the others like you, don't think that I need to feel the same for you like everyone else does. Do you feel good now because the school's popular boys are "friends" with you? Huh, you're not worth it. I just expected you here because you can sing and play instruments but that was it. You're not that princess you think you're. I'm not and won't change for you just because lil princess feels disrespected and treated like trash. You're untouchable now, huh? You're with EXO: My only advice to you is to leave me alone and not screw things up, or your fun time will change to hell. Understood, my lady?"

He did it, I couldn't think he was thinking this of me...it hurt...really bad...I took my notes, bag etc. and just left the room.

Yifan run afdter me and held me. He pushed me against the lockers next to me. He looked me in my eyes. I shed some tears and told him to let me go, he wasn't going to and told me that Yixing just needs his time and that he didn't meant it like that. He also said that I shouldn't think too much about it.

As he let go of me I went to the bus station and drove home.

I went in my room as soon as I arrived and changed into some comfy clothes. I laid down on my bed and was still thinking about it. Why is he thinking that about me... I never said that or did anything that coiuld hurt or bother or whatever.

As time passes I did my homework and slept. I didn't even eat anything.

The week after I didn't talk to anyone of them or did the club activities. 

If he said so, why is it such a big deal if I'm not with them...I have other friend, too...

to be continued...