A Night We'll Never Remember

Chapter 2

The next morning starts similar to the day before. I woke up to my morning wood after dreaming about my new teacher Regina Mills. I took my shower and got ready then I drive myself to my classes.  Ruby doesn't have classes till later. My first class was great. Just to look at this woman makes everything in my life better. When the last class came around I sat there and listened to Miss Mills voice. When the class was over everyone jumped up to gather their things and leave. I unfortunately couldn't. "Ems. You need a ride home?"   "Ahh. No thanks Ruby I have my car today. I'll call you later ok?"   "Ok. Bye Em".  I can't keep doing this everyday. She makes me hard and if I stand up to leave everyone will see, so I sat in my chair and pretended to work. Once everyone was gone I hear. "Miss Swan is everything ok. Do you require assistance before leaving?"   "No ma'am. I'm fine. I would just like to sit here for a moment to gather my thoughts".  I think to myself. 'Good one Swan'.   "Ok Miss Swan. Is there anything I can help you with?"  I blush a bit and I say quietly. "I wish you could".  "May I ask what that means Miss Swan?"   "Damn you heard that?"  "Yes I did. Care to explain?"   "Well do you want the honest answer or do you want the answer I should actually give you?"   "Well I would appreciate the honest answer so if that's ok with you I'd like to hear that".   "Ok Miss Mills take a seat cause your gonna need one".  She gives me a look and sits in the chair next to my desk. "So Regina Mills you want to know why you can't help me before I go well it's because every time I see you I get hard". I stand up and motion to the bulge I'm my jeans. "I'm one of the chosen few. I'm a girl born with a dick. I didn't ask for this, I don't know anything else but this. I didn't have surgery to get this. It just happened. So now I'm sorry for being so blunt but every time I see you I get aroused and it's only the second day. I find you extremely sexy. Your voice is an amazing turn on, and the fucking scar on the right side of your lip. Shit, I can almost cum at the thought of it".  Even though she looks a little flushed she still remains professional.  "Ok Miss Swan. Thank you for your honesty. I guess I should suggest you see a counselor on campus so this doesn't interfere with your work".  I nod and she stands up and walks to her desk and I follow her. She sits in her chair behind her desk and I stand close to her. My waist is just at her eye level now. I see her look over every so often and for some reason I try to see how far I can take this. I ask in kind of a low voice. "Your curious aren't you Miss Mills, you want to know if it's real, your wondering what it looks like, what it feels like? It's ok to be curious".  "Miss Swan I think this an inappropriate conversation".  "And why is that?"   "Because your my student".  "Yes but I'm also over 18".  That seemed to spark something in her eyes. "I'm still your teacher".  "I'm good at keeping secrets Miss Mills".   "Emma please. We have to stop this right now". She doesn't seem angry maybe a little disappointed. I can't really tell. She hands me a piece of paper. "Oh. Giving me your number?"  "That is the number of the counselors department. Talk to some one Emma".  I put the paper back on her desk. "Thanks but I don't really like talking about it. Besides my parents there is only about 3 other people who know about me. I don't know why I even told you. So let's forget about this. Ok?  I apologize for everything I said".  I walk back to my desk and grab my books. "Have a good night Miss Mills".  I quickly walk out of the room and go out to my car.
The next morning I wasn't really in the mood for class but it's best to get it over with.  I sat in my first class listening to Miss Mills teach. I never looked at her so I haven't gotten aroused yet. The class ended and before she could say anything to me I was out the door. This went on for weeks. Luckily my grades didn't suffer until we had a class assignment that I was having trouble with. I tried asking Ruby but as soon as we started talking we were asked to keep quiet by Miss Mills. It was a supposed to be a story about how we see ourselves. For the whole class I just sat staring at a mostly blank piece of paper. All that was written on it was my name and the date. "Ok everyone time is up. Please pass your papers to the front of the class so I can collect them". When I gave it to the girl seated in front on me she saw it was blank and she looked at me. "Just pass it forward. I don't need any comments from you". She passed mine and hers to the person in front of her and I was quick to exit so Mills wasn't able to ask me about my paper.
I left campus and I met up with Ruby at Granny's before her shift starts. Unfortunately it was busy and someone called in sick so Ruby had to start work early so I decided to sit there and do my homework while I sipped my hot chocolate. That was a mistake because before I knew it Miss Mills was standing next to my desk. "We it's just the person I wanted to speak with. May I sit?"  "Ahh ya. I guess".   "You always seem to run off right after class and today was no exception. I was looking through some of the papers that I collected at the end of class today and I must say, I was a little surprised when I came across your paper. You have always done well when it came to writing assignments until day. Can you explain why your paper was blank Miss Swan?"   "Well you wanted us to write a paper on how we see ourselves. I just couldn't think of anything".  She laughs a bit and says. "Emma you are one of the best writers in my class and you expect me to believe that you couldn't come up with anything". I nod my head. "Ok then. Let's talk about it. Why are you having trouble with this assignment?"  "It's personal".   "Well that's the point of this exercise. To take a look at yourself".   "I know that. I just couldn't do it. I'm sorry". I close my book and put it in my bag along with my notebook. "I have to go. See you tomorrow". She puts her hand in my arm. "Emma wait please. Can you please talk to me. I feel like there is something that you aren't saying about why you can't write this".  I look around and there is to many people. "I can't talk about this here can we go somewhere else, maybe walk over to the pier?"   She nods and we leave Granny's.