lannan's pov
i couldn't stop thinking about how (y/n) and i almost kissed.
why did we have to be interrupted like that? i really like her. like, a lot. but we've been friends forever and i wouldn't want to possibly ruin our friendship by telling her how i feel.
as i was editing the video we filmed together, i couldn't stop looking at her; her radiant smile, cute dimples, shiny hair. i couldn't believe that this amazing girl had been right infront of me all this time.
it took me much longer than normal to edit this video. i kept getting distracted by her; her laugh was infectious.
eventually, i finished editing it all together into a 15 minute video and hit upload. while i waited for it to post, i checked my phone for the first time for a few hours.
02:56am
as i read the time, i noticed i had some text messages.
11:32pm
from (y/n) - hey lannan :) can i call you? or do you want to go for a walk?11:57pm
from (y/n) - i really need to talk to you, are you okay?00:13am
from (y/n) - hello? lannan?00:14am
from (y/n) - sorry if this sounds quite desperate, but if you're not free or asleep or something, i get it00:58am
from (y/n) - okay, well it's getting late, so, goodnight lannan xshit. i had my phone on silent. i should've checked it earlier. i decided to text back, hoping that she would still be awake or hear it go off, but with very little hope.
hey (y/n), sorry, my phone was on silent. i'm here if you need to still talk to me about it okay? if you're awake? x
i hit send and stared at our messages, waiting for a reply.
nothing.
as time passed and no message was sent, i realised i blew it. didn't help her when she needed it. i kept staring at the screen just waiting, as my eyes started to feel heavy, and i dropped off to sleep.
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forgotten - lazarbeam
Fanfictionyou and lannan were best friends from a very young age who did everything together. however, when his youtube channel began to really take off, he began to get busy and very rarely spent time with his friends. he moved to sydney as his youtube chan...